I have not really posted on here in a really long time but i need some help.
Tonight in the car I was just talking to myself about my OCD when I said something like "Maybe I'm being punished for something I did in the past". Is that blasphemy. I know for a fact that God would never punish us with this illness. None of this OCD is of him, but I can't shake the fact that what I said is blaspemy. I would never think or ever have thought that GOD was the reason why I dealt with this. I know all of the bad thoughts are lies and nothing like him AT ALL! But now I feel like im condemned and I can't stop crying. I don't understand why of all the fears I have my biggest fear would be the one thing that seems to turn my life upside down. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!!!
Tonight in the car I was just talking to myself about my OCD when I said something like "Maybe I'm being punished for something I did in the past". Is that blasphemy. I know for a fact that God would never punish us with this illness. None of this OCD is of him, but I can't shake the fact that what I said is blaspemy. I would never think or ever have thought that GOD was the reason why I dealt with this. I know all of the bad thoughts are lies and nothing like him AT ALL! But now I feel like im condemned and I can't stop crying. I don't understand why of all the fears I have my biggest fear would be the one thing that seems to turn my life upside down. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!!!