I'm scared I'm going to end u suicidal

[Deeper99]

I sometimes wish I weren’t born

 

[Joseph G]

I sometimes wish I weren’t born

Take heart, God hears you...

Job 3 NIV

"1 After this, Job opened his mouth and cursed the day of his birth. 2 He said:
3 “May the day of my birth perish,
and the night that said, ‘A boy is conceived!’
4 That day—may it turn to darkness;
may God above not care about it;
may no light shine on it.
5 May gloom and utter darkness claim it once more;
may a cloud settle over it;
may blackness overwhelm it.
6 That night—may thick darkness seize it;
may it not be included among the days of the year
nor be entered in any of the months.
7 May that night be barren;
may no shout of joy be heard in it.
8 May those who curse days curse that day,
those who are ready to rouse Leviathan.
9 May its morning stars become dark;
may it wait for daylight in vain
and not see the first rays of dawn,
10 for it did not shut the doors of the womb on me
to hide trouble from my eyes.
11 “Why did I not perish at birth,
and die as I came from the womb?
12 Why were there knees to receive me
and breasts that I might be nursed?
13 For now I would be lying down in peace;
I would be asleep and at rest
14 with kings and rulers of the earth,
who built for themselves places now lying in ruins,
15 with princes who had gold,
who filled their houses with silver.
16 Or why was I not hidden away in the ground like a stillborn child,
like an infant who never saw the light of day?
17 There the wicked cease from turmoil,
and there the weary are at rest.
18 Captives also enjoy their ease;
they no longer hear the slave driver’s shout.
19 The small and the great are there,
and the slaves are freed from their owners.
20 “Why is light given to those in misery,
and life to the bitter of soul,
21 to those who long for death that does not come,
who search for it more than for hidden treasure,
22 who are filled with gladness
and rejoice when they reach the grave?
23 Why is life given to a man
whose way is hidden,
whom God has hedged in?
24 For sighing has become my daily food;
my groans pour out like water.
25 What I feared has come upon me;
what I dreaded has happened to me.
26 I have no peace, no quietness;
I have no rest, but only turmoil.”

I encourage you to read the rest of Job for God's response. Something to note - God doesn't condemn Job for his expressions of despondency. But He also makes no bones about reminding Job just Who He is and who Job is.

And thankfully, God has the last word in Job's story, as He does for all of us.

Continuing to pray that He'll see you through. Keep seeking!

 

[Deeper99]

thanks Joseph

 

[Anonymous9090]

In Jesus Christ's Name & By The Power & Grace of The Holy Spirit, you will see yourself as an adopted son of God since it aligns with the Galatians 4:4-5 biblical verses.

 

[ChildofGod222]

Continued prayers for you

 

[Strong in Him]

Not sucidal yet but worried it'll come to that. Thank you so much

You don't need to be suicidal to phone the Samaritans on 116 123. Or email jo@samaritans,org.

 

[Deeper99]

thanks for everyone helping me

 

[Deeper99]

Pray for deliverance for me thank you. Sorry for keep asking

 

[RileyG]

His grace and peace to you

 

[Deeper99]

thank so much