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[nette45]

My mother passed away unexpectedly on 2/20/08.
She went into the hospital for foot sugery simple ones.
ended up with 3. The last one was too much for her and she was so weak that her heart stopped.
Her and i were together for 32 years.
Since 1999 I was taking care of her cause she was a diabetic on dialysis.
We were doing everything together- church, shopping, and travelling.
It is so hard to be in the same house without her.

so overwhelmed with all these emotions.

 

[goldenviolet]

bless your heart. grieving brings alot of emotions. i think at first we fight it, because we fight pain; but eventually we cry it out. with our hearts, or eyes, it's quite a walk to mourne a parent. bless your heart. xo dee

Requiem Softly...

It's ok to take a rose from my bed;
The roses intended for me,
I shall never know.
I am only here in your heart..
Whispering gently.
Time will nurture your sadness,
Requiem softly to memorize,
Thoughtfully to comprehend,
And lovingly to embrace and mend...
It's ok to cry,
With your eyes or deep inside...
Then tenderly claim your memories,
Because my body commited to this earth,
Simply released my spirit to rebirth.

 

[nette45]

Well God gave me a lot of hidden secrets through this group and other websights.

I choose life and to move forward and not look back.
Mom is having a new life in heaven and i am having a new life on earth.
He has also blessed me with friends and family members
who are just surrounding with love and support.
I just want my appetite back just eating for my health
not for hunger.
Any body craving chocolate or carbs through this process. I had to take a walk with my ipod on and say JESUS I NEED YOU MORE THAN THOSE THINGS.

NETTE
WHO LOOKS FORWARDS TO SEEING JESUS IN HEAVEN

 

[goldenviolet]

bless your heart. for me, grieving my dad, came in spurts for a few years. like around birthdays... or certain memories... i made a memory book with things to help me manage with my grieving. it's nice you found some comforts. xo dee