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i know its just my thoughts but i dont know anymore, any comments? anything to put me at ease? is it possible that anything actually happened because i thought of this, or is it all my imagination? im really scared :'(
im gonna be completely honest, i don't mean to gross anyone out, this is disgusting so you can stop reading if you want, my parents are already seeking a therapist for me, but i need to get this off my chest now, i had my first anxiety attack ever on wednesday, i was watching porn and i was masturbating and before i was done i had thoughts rush in, i was told by people to ignore these thoughts so i continued, and when i [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse] thats when i snapped, quick note, my aunt committed suicide years ago, i barely know her. i had this thought that i [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse] on her in the underworld (before i [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse] i had the thought, and then after aswell) i can't stop crying now i think shes trying to get me, sort of. after that i cried for an hour striaght and my anxiety attack was a few hours, i lost grip i started smacking myself to make the thoughts go away, then the next day i started getting thoughts that she was god and she made women, and that every girl is her. that made no sense at all, my OCD has never been this strong, i am really scared, there are moments that im calm then the thought of me remembering what i thought before makes me snap into tears again, i cried to God and Jesus saying i was sorry to please help me, today i went to my school church (it was empty) and i prayed for Jesus to watch over me and help me through this tough time. i know its just my thoughts but i dont know anymore, any comments? anything to put me at ease? is it possible that anything actually happened because i thought of this, or is it all my imagination? im really scared :'(
whenever my negative thoughts have to do with the soul, spirit, God , Jesus . it is known as a spiritual attack caused by my OCD?
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