
God loves us, He doesnt want us to go through terrible things, but when we do, He is nearby and will comfort, shelter and strengthen us as we weather the storm.
God is love. God is kind, patient, merciful and He is sad that you are suffering, but hopes that your focus will turn to Him, and that your heart will do the same.
You can be honest with God, express your anger, frustration and disbelief. He is a Big God, and He can take it. I remember when I was your age, and I had alot of talking to do at God..lol.
God is there with you now, He will be there tomorrow. and even Forever. So, dont worry about Him not caring or being ignorant of your circumstances. He loves you. He wants you to trust in Him. His ways are above our ways. He fashioned the Heavens and the Earth. He is Omnipotent and All Powerful, Has always been and will always be. I believe our wisdom and understanding will never be a match to His...no matter how you reason about life. ..the Creator is Always greater than the created. He is a just God. In Heaven He may make up for the pain and suffering many have had to face here on this earth. ..and many have suffered much worse than you or me...although at times we probably doubt that..
God's love and blessings to you today. Hoping He is giving you more strength and comfort as the Holy Spirit is called The Comforter, The Counselor. God is able, just let Him in your situation and your present and your future.
I didnt say it is easy to believe, trust, love and follow a God we dont always completely understand. But then again, I dont believe it was easy for Gods One and Only Son, to leave the comforts of Heaven, with the Divine Purpose to come to this Earth to die for every one of my sins, and yours. Gods power is His awesome love and mercy for us, and His desire to clear us by the Blood of Jesus of All of our sins, so we can live in a ETernal Paradise with a Holy, Loving and Merciful God. God has given us the answer to Eternal blessings, joys, and Paradise. This world and its troubles are fleeting. Seventy years as compared to Eternity (forever and never ending) is but a tiny speck of time. We must collect ourselves, our worries, our pain and struggles and burdens and recognize Gods One and Only Son, has died a horrid , shameful death on a Cross, the Cross reserved for those cursed by God. God has given us everything we need, through this one man, Jesus Christ, Our Redeemer, and Our Savior.

Britina, do your best to pray and focus on the man who gives you Eternal life in Paradise. Christ Jesus, and thank Him for His Blood that washes away any and every sin you ever have commited. Jesus has all power and authority and those who believe He has died and risen from the dead, will also be risen from the dead after they have died. We are not on our way to death, but to Eternal Paradise, and these fleeting years that we spend here, will be watched and remembered by the God who gave us this life. He will see what we will think about Him, and how our heart will look towards Him. He isnt interested in mans outward appearance, but on the inside, on the heart, thoughts , feelings and that is His concern for you and for me. Not what house we live in, or the size of our bank account, or our education or strength. But how do we think about our lives, the gift given to us by God. How do we think about Him. Do we love Him? Are we hard hearted? Are we loving? If we love Him, we obey His commands. If we obey Him, we will live forever with Him. We are a part of Gods family.

Well, its quite late , almost midnite Sunday and Monday morning starts nice and early. All three kiddos are off to school, so I must get an early start.
Lord, please help my friend Britina, she is coming here in her pain and distress. She needs comfort, and support and strength. God we are just trying to help and counsel her, although Im sure the HOly Spirit can do a much better job than I. Lord. bring her comfort today by the Holy Spirit and bring her more hope and love for You, despite her circumstances. Help her love and lean on You. and to speak to You and cry out to You about her problems and concerns , and anger . God help her draw closer to You, so You can be closer to her. Amen. Please hear this prayer. Glory be to God for His Goodness , kindness , mercy and His gift of Our Lord and SAvior, Jesus Christ. Amen.

