Thank-you Rocky and Kingsdotter! God Bless you. I can't seem to get to my private messages tonight, it keeps bringing me to the sign up Page for Christian forums, how strange. Tonights message at church was on Romans 8: 37 - Nay, in all these thing we are more than conquerors through him that loved us. Then we read missionaries letters. The church is a very small one. Freedom Baptist Atlantic Beach caters to all the young military families but they come and go.. Very hard on Pastor Ankor. Only about 4 families . I want to help p, they have so Many needs.. Financial but I can't can't and it makes me feel bad. We are struggling just for gas money and to eat. they need New families and tithing ones, pray for the door knocking on Saturday. On Wednesday , we'll drive about 49 miles to Green Cove Baptist. They have a huge Food pantry after Wednesday night. We got lots of meat, chicken, corn, bags of salad, dressing Lots of produce, canned foods, cereal , bread and rolls, cookies and some other stuff. It wAs a huge box. It Was Blessing !!!! What a blessing that it. The food is donated by some grocery stores there.
I pray we have the gas money for that. It's 49 miles each way.
Our Jeep is a V8 and uses lots of gas but it's paid for, it's a 1998, our RV is a 1992, everything we have is old.
I found out this week. We we're able to go bankrutrsy in about 6 months, our RV is not considered a home, it's all we have. They will take it and we'll be on the streets. We have absolutely No Place to go and no Family. We can keep my old Jeep but that's all. The worries are very high. We have Very Little saved and that will have to pay most of the Huge debts but Not All. We have no 401k or retirement built up. Our future is very scary . Please start praying, I'm 1 paycheck from everything crashing down , everything.
Tomorrow. I will start listing Everything that we have to sell on craigslist. Everything. Everything. We have No assets of any thing really- no properties. Home, boat Cars anything big of value. So it will be Everything separately to start bring in small amounts. I need at least 50.00 - 80.00 everymonth or way more. Really about 200.00 a month. We also have 2 storage units, did to Somehow get to them- 1 in Billings Montana, 1 is in Milpitas California. I need to really sell pretty much Everything in them.
Please PrAY that I have the energy and strengh to do this. My pain is at a 20, it's a red hot pain and the fracture is so bad it makes me throw up. I've gotten extremely Weak in 2 months, I can barely fuction. Some of the things I have is, lots of camo wear, concealed carry backpacks , I pads, wedding rings, gun supplies, long blonde extensions brand new, some military camo pants, good hunting shoes ECt, suitcases, flashlights, lots of different things but all pretty much brand new. I have to sell my brAnd new amp. I need to sell everything... We owe a Huge Debt ... And I see no other way out.
I've been asked For Years for my special cookie recipe... People everywhere have wanted me to list it on eBay . I'm going to list the recipe for $5.00. For 8 years- Whereever I gave the cookies, I've been begged for my recipe so I will.
I'm getting ready for bed. I'm grabbing my bible KJV to hold it tight. I need to ask for forgiveness tonight. I pray his grace will cover me. Please keep praying for me. I'm scared of future having No Family- children Ect No One at all and no house. I need a miracle. I typed alot tonight. Please lift me and keep me up.
Dear Father God, I love you and please forgive all the sins I've done. Let me have you're peace please I'm unworthy.
Ll