Im in a bad situation

[itsgo0d]

Hello dear People,

I am a believer Jesus since 1Month. I learned so much about Jesus in this time and it helped finally to understand why the world is so dark and how i can find a sense. I read nearly the whole testament and I just can say i can understand why god is mad about us. I m on a medical cure right now for people with lower age ( im 19) . Its really hard because i always have to hear this akward devil music in some therapies.
I m just start think about again what people about me and say bad things and i get scared more and more because i feel i loos my faith in God. I get again the wish about , getting attention from other people in some situations , even if i know its sinnfull they ways i think. I just feel like im to bad to get a child of god, because my thoughts are to bad. I m scared to read the bible atm because i know i dont walk on the ways of god and that makes me sad. i feel i have to break the medical cure, because it dont help on my ways to come to god. Its a mecical cure for people that want loos weight and learn to live healthy.

 

[grandvizier1006]

Hello dear People,

I am a believer Jesus since 1Month. I learned so much about Jesus in this time and it helped finally to understand why the world is so dark and how i can find a sense. I read nearly the whole testament and I just can say i can understand why god is mad about us. I m on a medical cure right now for people with lower age ( im 19) . Its really hard because i always have to hear this akward devil music in some therapies.
I m just start think about again what people about me and say bad things and i get scared more and more because i feel i loos my faith in God. I get again the wish about , getting attention from other people in some situations , even if i know its sinnfull they ways i think. I just feel like im to bad to get a child of god, because my thoughts are to bad. I m scared to read the bible atm because i know i dont walk on the ways of god and that makes me sad. i feel i have to break the medical cure, because it dont help on my ways to come to god. Its a mecical cure for people that want loos weight and learn to live healthy.

hi,

There is nothing wrong with medicine. I myself take anti-depressants, although I'm not sure how well they work. you don't need to worry about what people think of you or having to stop taking your medicine. God understands weakness, and He wants to be our strength. if you read the Old Teatament first you should know that rose books are a picture of what we deserve, thanks to our sin. but we don't have to feel condemned anymore, because through faith in Jesus, we get the grace and forgiveness seen in the New Testament!

so please don't feel bad, and never forget that God loves you!

 

[Janice McGivern]

God's grace abounds towards you, He loves you soooo much that you just need to rest in Him, talk to Him, don't beat yourself up about anything, God will help you step by step. Make sure you make lots of christian friends who will help you along the way.. and we'll be praying for you. xxx

 

[oi_antz]

I m scared to read the bible atm because i know i dont walk on the ways of god and that makes me sad.

Do you feel like this cannot be changed? Luke 18:27 tells us that God can do it. I do not believe that your medicines are sinful, since it is being used for your good health.

 

[1watchman]

Walk and talk with the Lord Jesus, and make Him your best Friend, and all will go well. Remember 2 Cor. 10:5 and be at peace! God cares!

 

[JEBofChristTheLord]

Hello dear People,

I am a believer Jesus since 1Month. I learned so much about Jesus in this time and it helped finally to understand why the world is so dark and how i can find a sense. I read nearly the whole testament and I just can say i can understand why god is mad about us. I m on a medical cure right now for people with lower age ( im 19) . Its really hard because i always have to hear this akward devil music in some therapies.
I m just start think about again what people about me and say bad things and i get scared more and more because i feel i loos my faith in God. I get again the wish about , getting attention from other people in some situations , even if i know its sinnfull they ways i think. I just feel like im to bad to get a child of god, because my thoughts are to bad. I m scared to read the bible atm because i know i dont walk on the ways of god and that makes me sad. i feel i have to break the medical cure, because it dont help on my ways to come to god. Its a mecical cure for people that want loos weight and learn to live healthy.

When God first made me aware of His presence, my first prayer -- prayed hundreds of times, for months -- was that He would not permit my awareness of Him to leave me, and that He would give me a confidence in this. He did it!!!

J.E.B.