
sorry to hear that Frenzy.
IJWTS...I am a mix of happy and sad. There are things I don't understand or seem to see.
And my matter--i'm still so happy, but worried a bit, too. I guess I didn't expect good enough to know what to do with it. and some reactions are hurting me, because I know my good outcome is making another feel worse about the bad that occurred in their situation. Is that my responsibility? Why is it so hard for me to accept that I can't change their sadness and just feel happy? Why do I feel like I want to hide and be alone, but that is what I want the least right now? Ow.