if i believe that Jesus is Lord and God. does that mean i am saved?
Countryangel, I am going to try to make a long story a short one as I tell of my experience with "believing" in Jesus. My misunderstanding of the word "believe" was the source of several years of misery for me when I was a young adult. I wanted to "believe" in Jesus as Lord and Savior, but I did not fully understand just what that meant.
I believed that Jesus was the Son of God.
I believed that Jesus became a Man and died on a cross.
I believed that Jesus came to save sinners from their sins.
I believed that Jesus was raised from the grave on the third day after His crucifixion.
I believed I was a sinner who needed forgiveness of my sin.
I believed Romans 10:13, "For whosoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be saved." And I called on His name many times trying to get him to save me.
I believed all of those things because I had heard them in church in all of my childhood.
I thought that because "I" believed those things about Jesus that I was saved, but I had no assurance of salvation, and I had no peace. Why, because I did not know the truth about "believing." One day, out of a sense of desperation, I decided to look for the truth in God's Word, so I opened a bible to the Gospel of John, asked God to show me the truth, and started reading. I found my answer there as the Holy Spirit opened my blind spiritual eyes and led me to completely understand what it meant to "believe in Jesus." I still believe those things listed above, but there is more. Now: I see with my spiritual eyes that,
when Jesus was nailed to the cross, my sins were nailed to that same cross with Him.
when Jesus shed His blood on the cross my sins were covered by His blood.
when Jesus said "it is finished" He meant that my sin debt to God is "paid in full."
His death on the cross & His shed blood there is all that God requires for my sins to be forgiven.
As I read the Gospel of John the Holy Spirit completely convinced me of those truths. It was as though I was blind, and now I could see. He turned on the light for me and "I got it."
Jesus died on the cross for "me," "my" sins are nailed to the cross, covered by His blood, and I bare them no more.
Seeing the truth of what Jesus did for me changed my focus of "believing" from me trying to build up within myself a level of faith, which was actually faith in my ability to have faith, from that to me completely casting all of myself, all of my fear, all of my confidence, all of me onto Him. It meant to completely give up on "self" and to put my confidence in Him. It is turning from self to Him. It is a transfer of confidence from self to Jesus. It meant that I cast my helpless hopeless self at the foot of His cross, completely relying in that message. It meant my struggle was over, all of my efforts to get God to save me, all of my "trying," all of my "work," all "I" was doing stopped and I simply came to a complete "rest" in Him. Yes, I did call on His name again to thank Him for forgiving me and to ask him to change me His way. Whatever we call it, belief, faith, trust, confidence if it is in the Message of the Cross is a rest from work, from fear, and from uncertainty. It is peace!
Praise God! Thank You Jesus!
Sincerely,
Don