...then why hasn't he taken away these desire for sex and marriage? I still struggle and have been since I was a teen. I am now in my late thirties and have never dated and, am still a virgin. I just want God to take it all away. I toss and turn and burn with passionated thoughts. which I know is SIN!!! I've been studying matt19 and other material. and in matt 19... Jesus says that he has givin some the abiliaty or gift to remain single or cebelic. and some he didn't. boy, if i do have this gift. I can't see it right know.
sometimes I get upset with God cause I try to be faithful and hate the fact that I struggle. but can't help it sometimes. I hope he is not grieve by my thought life and he will have mercy on me. sometimes i wish i was born without any kind of sexual appeal. I try to listen to my bible and music constantly on my ipod. and memerize verses. especially phil 4:6-9. plese pray for me. that God will give me victory and take it away. marry couple try to tell me. if you've never experiece it. then it shouldn't be as bad. uh... thats what they think. what about the blind man. who was born blind. and didn't know what it was like to see. he still had a longing for something he never experience. and besides...you'er not suppose to experience it anyway till you are married. so what would that have to do with not struggling as much?
sometimes I get upset with God cause I try to be faithful and hate the fact that I struggle. but can't help it sometimes. I hope he is not grieve by my thought life and he will have mercy on me. sometimes i wish i was born without any kind of sexual appeal. I try to listen to my bible and music constantly on my ipod. and memerize verses. especially phil 4:6-9. plese pray for me. that God will give me victory and take it away. marry couple try to tell me. if you've never experiece it. then it shouldn't be as bad. uh... thats what they think. what about the blind man. who was born blind. and didn't know what it was like to see. he still had a longing for something he never experience. and besides...you'er not suppose to experience it anyway till you are married. so what would that have to do with not struggling as much?
it's not about sex! I just want God to take these desires away. I can live without. if God wants me single and it looks like he does. I wish he would fill that void. when you give up something. it has to be replaced. or else you will always be prompted to or go back to your ways. and I'm not looking. I just want to live my life and move on. were born with a natural urge to want these things. and if we don't put something in its place. then we will fall. why are you struggling with lonliness?
