I do not know why I had these experiences only God knows the answer to that, and I’m nobody, I have trouble with explaining things plus grammar I am sorry.
I was brought up as a Christian, as I got older I never thought about God ever, and I had no intentions of ever seeking for him it’s just the way I was.
in 1985 I was age nineteen, then one night as I lay asleep at night I was attacked by demonic forces; If they exist so does God and I turn to him for help, if they left me alone I would have not believed in God.
For eighteen months then the attacks made against me they all stopped.
In 1988, the attacks against me started up again only this time much worst on the second day this happened to me, I was walking into my bedroom I just gone through the door and for some reason I shut my eyes, an angel was showing me a big screen it’s in psalm 91.7 and 91.8 as I look upon these people, I thought to myself all lined up to take it in turn to have a go at me, the angel I only see his head he is on the bottom left corner of the screen he just looked human, and then he shouted have the holy bible and have your soul cleansed, I never believed I thought to myself no that’s the devil again.
If I would have done what the angel told me to do, I would have never suffered.
On the third day it is night time, I am in bed feeling petrified with fright something strange has happened to me. I never seen anybody but I heard a lady voice, her voice was beautiful very gently and peaceful, and she said to me, do not be afraid then she said my name they cannot harm you and they know that so don’t worry, as she said this last bit I can hear my own voice and hers at the same time, I said to her I’m not afraid of them. Those words she told me really helped me, and no harm ever came to me.
Twenty two years went by, the attacks made against me I wanted to die, if I tried to read the holy bible each time I got stopped and the same also if I tried to get on with my life I was stopped each time.
in 2010 for the first time in my life I then start reading the holy bible, first the gospels of Jesus Christ, I was digesting a parable of Jesus and I understood it and my heart jump for joy and I thought to myself it have never done that before. By reading further And I the way I live my life I am miles away from the way the holy bible tells me I should live it I was shocked, reading the word of God my spirit was gently awakened in me and my eyes and ears was opened just a fraction.
John 10:10 KJV The thief cometh not, but for to steal , and to kill , and to DESTROY I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly
Then as I am reading further I realised something the evil ones demons have come to destroy ME, and every bad way in me is because of him? I am extremely shocked.
A bit of the bad of whom I use to be, Amen to Jesus I so much wanted to change and the lord change me.
I use to be, selfishness, a bully, greedy, lover of money, a thief, addicted to porn, Also how I treated other people, I use others to my own advantage, I was sarcastic, Threatening, I used profanity, I was rude, argumentative, malice, back stabber, etc. etc., and so much more.
As I realised the evil ones demons have come to destroy me I’m feeling extreme distress and anguish, and I needed to pray to God and be on my own with him, I went into the bathroom kneel down closed my eyes and cried out to Jesus by saying I am chained to Satan because of my ways break the chain lord and free me of all his ways, Inside I'm Screaming.
The first thing I see in front of my eyes a mist and it was dirty it represented me
Then, I am in the darkness I can see a mist in front of my eyes in the form of a wall, I could not see the top or bottom of it, I turn to my right to look upon it, I can see the end of it.
I see a sun three times, the first time it was on the left of me, the second time in the middle lower down in position, and then the last time I am close unto the sun rays of white light shining from it, the rays of white light exactly the same as the second mist I seen, the sun I am looking at the rim of the circle behind was darkness.
Every time I see this sun, it was low down in position, and there were no clouds, and the sun was fire, and each time I see the sun it is in front of me in the distant and in the darkness.
Again the first time I see the sun it on the left of me, as I starred at it, flashed inside my body and I felt glorious joy and happiness, and there with God I did not need anything to eat or drink, the only thing that matters is the relationship I have with him nothing else. And this world and everything it has to offer is absolutely nothing compared to what he has in store for us, I realised how much I love Jesus. I love him more than anybody on earth. The vision only lasted seconds.
Then the vision ended, I then heard a still small voice and it echoed and it was in front of me, saying to me you don’t need it, I instantly knew what those words mean to me, I’m sitting on the floor shocked because what I wanted to do with my life IT IS NOT THE WILL OF GOD.
I was going into the property business, I wanted to own lots of properties’; I brought the first house out right as a starter project.
Again as I sat on the bathroom floor, there were two doors in front of me and I could go through either door, keeping the house was about seeking money, I decided to sell the house and give this idea up because it is not the will of God for my life, I sold the house most of the money I gave away, I gave up everything to follow Jesus.
I have decided to become a lay preacher.
After the vision I was hypersensitive to evil I could recognise sin and my own, whereas before I was blind to it.
I found myself talking with my ex-partner straight after the vision. I’m drawn listened intensely to her words which proceeded from her lips. I recognise sin for the first time in my life I can hear sinful arrogant.
I heard sin coming out of his and her mouths. Out of second person’s mouth I heard criticism putting down a person for no Reason, out of another’s I heard profanity.
KJV 2 Corinthians 4:4 In whom the god of this world hath blinded the minds of them which believe not, lest the light of the glorious gospel of Christ, who is the image of God, should shine unto them.
1 John 5:18 KJV We know that whosoever is born of God sinneth not; but he that is begotten of God keepeth himself, and that wicked one toucheth him not.
Matthew 18:9 KJV And if thine eye offend thee, pluck it out , and cast it from thee: it is better for thee to enter into life with one eye, rather than having two eyes to be cast into hell fire.
Matthew 5:30 KJ V[/font]
And if thy right hand offend thee, cut it off ,and cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee that one of thy members should perish , and not that thy whole body should be cast into hell.
Luke 6:45 KJV[/font]
A good man out of the good treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is good; and an evil man out of the evil treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is evil: for of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaketh
As I was praying the Holy Spirit convicted me of my sin, I wept with intense sorrow and I wept so much I was exhausted; God removed things from my heart selfishness etc. The Holy Spirit changed me on the inside quickly.
Before I never loved anybody outside my own family or circle of friends, as I am praying I found myself praying for people around me .As the Holy Spirit penetrated in to my heart it felt like an earth quake to me, I only prayed as hard as much as I can take. God wants me to love all people as much as I love each member of my own family, and I love each one of them with all my heart, God is love. Not very long after I wept intensely for people I want every single person to go to heaven this is the person God has change me into.
I become homeless with my young daughter and everybody had deserted me, I felt crushed on my inside and I could not take anymore, and the only one there for me was God and he let me know it, he then up lifted me a little I was in a bad state, and then he sorted out the problem for me and we both had a place to live.
I was very close to my mother and my brother and they both died, and each time the Holy Spirit came to comfort me and did in a way a human being cannot. Thank you Lord.
http://www.evangelicaloutreach.org/forgive.htm
I realise the important of forgiving others
I was brought up as a Christian, as I got older I never thought about God ever, and I had no intentions of ever seeking for him it’s just the way I was.
in 1985 I was age nineteen, then one night as I lay asleep at night I was attacked by demonic forces; If they exist so does God and I turn to him for help, if they left me alone I would have not believed in God.
For eighteen months then the attacks made against me they all stopped.
In 1988, the attacks against me started up again only this time much worst on the second day this happened to me, I was walking into my bedroom I just gone through the door and for some reason I shut my eyes, an angel was showing me a big screen it’s in psalm 91.7 and 91.8 as I look upon these people, I thought to myself all lined up to take it in turn to have a go at me, the angel I only see his head he is on the bottom left corner of the screen he just looked human, and then he shouted have the holy bible and have your soul cleansed, I never believed I thought to myself no that’s the devil again.
If I would have done what the angel told me to do, I would have never suffered.
On the third day it is night time, I am in bed feeling petrified with fright something strange has happened to me. I never seen anybody but I heard a lady voice, her voice was beautiful very gently and peaceful, and she said to me, do not be afraid then she said my name they cannot harm you and they know that so don’t worry, as she said this last bit I can hear my own voice and hers at the same time, I said to her I’m not afraid of them. Those words she told me really helped me, and no harm ever came to me.
Twenty two years went by, the attacks made against me I wanted to die, if I tried to read the holy bible each time I got stopped and the same also if I tried to get on with my life I was stopped each time.
in 2010 for the first time in my life I then start reading the holy bible, first the gospels of Jesus Christ, I was digesting a parable of Jesus and I understood it and my heart jump for joy and I thought to myself it have never done that before. By reading further And I the way I live my life I am miles away from the way the holy bible tells me I should live it I was shocked, reading the word of God my spirit was gently awakened in me and my eyes and ears was opened just a fraction.
John 10:10 KJV The thief cometh not, but for to steal , and to kill , and to DESTROY I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly
Then as I am reading further I realised something the evil ones demons have come to destroy ME, and every bad way in me is because of him? I am extremely shocked.
A bit of the bad of whom I use to be, Amen to Jesus I so much wanted to change and the lord change me.
I use to be, selfishness, a bully, greedy, lover of money, a thief, addicted to porn, Also how I treated other people, I use others to my own advantage, I was sarcastic, Threatening, I used profanity, I was rude, argumentative, malice, back stabber, etc. etc., and so much more.
As I realised the evil ones demons have come to destroy me I’m feeling extreme distress and anguish, and I needed to pray to God and be on my own with him, I went into the bathroom kneel down closed my eyes and cried out to Jesus by saying I am chained to Satan because of my ways break the chain lord and free me of all his ways, Inside I'm Screaming.
The first thing I see in front of my eyes a mist and it was dirty it represented me
Then, I am in the darkness I can see a mist in front of my eyes in the form of a wall, I could not see the top or bottom of it, I turn to my right to look upon it, I can see the end of it.
I see a sun three times, the first time it was on the left of me, the second time in the middle lower down in position, and then the last time I am close unto the sun rays of white light shining from it, the rays of white light exactly the same as the second mist I seen, the sun I am looking at the rim of the circle behind was darkness.
Every time I see this sun, it was low down in position, and there were no clouds, and the sun was fire, and each time I see the sun it is in front of me in the distant and in the darkness.
Again the first time I see the sun it on the left of me, as I starred at it, flashed inside my body and I felt glorious joy and happiness, and there with God I did not need anything to eat or drink, the only thing that matters is the relationship I have with him nothing else. And this world and everything it has to offer is absolutely nothing compared to what he has in store for us, I realised how much I love Jesus. I love him more than anybody on earth. The vision only lasted seconds.
Then the vision ended, I then heard a still small voice and it echoed and it was in front of me, saying to me you don’t need it, I instantly knew what those words mean to me, I’m sitting on the floor shocked because what I wanted to do with my life IT IS NOT THE WILL OF GOD.
I was going into the property business, I wanted to own lots of properties’; I brought the first house out right as a starter project.
Again as I sat on the bathroom floor, there were two doors in front of me and I could go through either door, keeping the house was about seeking money, I decided to sell the house and give this idea up because it is not the will of God for my life, I sold the house most of the money I gave away, I gave up everything to follow Jesus.
I have decided to become a lay preacher.
After the vision I was hypersensitive to evil I could recognise sin and my own, whereas before I was blind to it.
I found myself talking with my ex-partner straight after the vision. I’m drawn listened intensely to her words which proceeded from her lips. I recognise sin for the first time in my life I can hear sinful arrogant.
I heard sin coming out of his and her mouths. Out of second person’s mouth I heard criticism putting down a person for no Reason, out of another’s I heard profanity.
KJV 2 Corinthians 4:4 In whom the god of this world hath blinded the minds of them which believe not, lest the light of the glorious gospel of Christ, who is the image of God, should shine unto them.
1 John 5:18 KJV We know that whosoever is born of God sinneth not; but he that is begotten of God keepeth himself, and that wicked one toucheth him not.
Matthew 18:9 KJV And if thine eye offend thee, pluck it out , and cast it from thee: it is better for thee to enter into life with one eye, rather than having two eyes to be cast into hell fire.
Matthew 5:30 KJ V[/font]
And if thy right hand offend thee, cut it off ,and cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee that one of thy members should perish , and not that thy whole body should be cast into hell.
Luke 6:45 KJV[/font]
A good man out of the good treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is good; and an evil man out of the evil treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is evil: for of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaketh
As I was praying the Holy Spirit convicted me of my sin, I wept with intense sorrow and I wept so much I was exhausted; God removed things from my heart selfishness etc. The Holy Spirit changed me on the inside quickly.
Before I never loved anybody outside my own family or circle of friends, as I am praying I found myself praying for people around me .As the Holy Spirit penetrated in to my heart it felt like an earth quake to me, I only prayed as hard as much as I can take. God wants me to love all people as much as I love each member of my own family, and I love each one of them with all my heart, God is love. Not very long after I wept intensely for people I want every single person to go to heaven this is the person God has change me into.
I become homeless with my young daughter and everybody had deserted me, I felt crushed on my inside and I could not take anymore, and the only one there for me was God and he let me know it, he then up lifted me a little I was in a bad state, and then he sorted out the problem for me and we both had a place to live.
I was very close to my mother and my brother and they both died, and each time the Holy Spirit came to comfort me and did in a way a human being cannot. Thank you Lord.
http://www.evangelicaloutreach.org/forgive.htm
I realise the important of forgiving others
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