HI. ROBIN HERE....... FROM NORTH CAROLINA U.S.A , I THANK GOD THAT I CAN BE A PART OF THIS SITE. THE DISIRE OF MY HEART IS FOR US TO BE TOGEATHER IN HEAVEN.
I WANT TO BE A SOUL WINNER, TO INCOURAGE FOLKS, TO BE A BLESSING. WE NEED TO LIFT EACH OTHER UP IN PRAYER SONGS, FELLOWSHIP. {etc} I CAME TO KNOW THE LORD AS MY PERSONAL SAVOUR EARLY IN MY TEENS . I HAVE NOT ALWAYS BEEN PLEASING TO THE LORD. THANKS BE TO GOD I CAN SAY..... HE IS MY BEST FRIEND. THROUGH THE EARLY PART OF MY CHRISTIAN LIFE , WHEN I ASK JESUS TO COME INTO MY HEART, TO FOR GIVE ME OF MY SINS, THAT I WANT HIM TO LEAD AND GUIDE ME, DIRECT ME IN THE PATH THAT HE WOULD HAVE ME TO GO, TO SAVE ME FROM HELL. I MEANT IT WITH ALL MY HEART. AS THE TIME WENT ON SATAN WAS TRYING HIS BEST TO GET ME TO FALL. WELL I TOOK UP SATAN TEMPTATION NOT WILLING IT HAPPEN BECAUSE ....... MY COMMUNICATION WITH THE LORD WAS NOT AS IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN. {meaning} I WAS NOT PRAYING AS I SHOULD OR COULD HAVE . <PRAYER IS THE KEY> TO US STAYING IN GODS WILL. IT IS LIKE A MARRIAGE IF YOU ARE NOT HAVING CONFERSATION WITH YOUR SPOUSE SOMETHING IS WRONG. BEFORE YOU KNOW IT, THE TWO IS GOING TO BE DIVIDED. IF YOU ARE NOT TELLING HER HOW PRETTY SHE IS , HOW MUCH YOU APPRECIATE HIM {etc} BELEAVE YOU ME, SOMEONE IS........................
WELL I GOT OUT OF GODS WILL AND GODS WAY. I DID WHAT ROBIN WANTED TO DO, THANKS BE TO GOD HE'S SWEET VOICE WITHIN NEVER LEFT ME. I COULD HEAR WITHIN MY HEART COME BACK , GIVE UP THAT PLEASURE OF SIN. OH I WANTED TO... I WANTED TO DO RIGHT. HEY I THOUGHT I WAS HAVING A GOOD TIME, AND I WAS HAPPY. OH DEEP WITHIN I WAS NOT. I HAD NO PEACE NO REAL JOY , I WAS MISERABLE IN SIDE KNOWING IF I HAD DIE IN MY SINS, HELL WOULD HAVE BEEN MY HOME.
WOW TO KNOW AND STILL LIVE LIKE YOU WANT { HOW} MY HEART BREAKS AS I LOOK BACK I WAS ONE OF THOSE THAT WAS SAYING CRUCIFY HIM CRUCIFY HIM. I HAD BEEN LOVING WHAT I WAS DOING MORE THEN HIM . IN HIS WORD HE TELLS US ". THERE IS PLEASURE IN SIN ",ONLY FOR A SEASON. BUT THE END IS DEATH . JESUS SAID "THE ONE THAT DOES MY WILL TO THE END THE SAME SHALL BE SAVE".
IT SOME MANY FOLKS THAT SAY THAT THEY ARE SAVED AND LIVE LIKE THEY WANT TO ... NO NO NO NO NO IT DON'T WORK THAT WAY ,YOU ARE NOT YOUR OWN ANY MORE, YOU HAVE BEEN BOUGHT WITH A PRICE ...HIS BLOOD. ONE THAT CAN KEEP PRATCING SIN SOMETHING IS WRONG. I COME SHORT EVERY DAY AND I HAVE TO ASK FOR GIVE ME OF MY SHORT COMINGS.
WHERE I MAY HAVE DID OR SAID SOMETHING THAT WAS NOT PLEASING TO THE LORD. FAR AS PRACTICING SIN, BY THE GRACE OF GOD I WANT GO THERE NOMORE. ...............,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I WAS WASHING DISHES ONE DAY SINGING A OLE COUNTRY SONG ,WOW I USE TO LOVE COUNTRY MUSIC. I USE TO PLAY IN SEVERAL COUNTRY BANDS. AT THAT POINT IN MY LIFE, I RATHER HAVE PLAY AND SING , THEN TO EAT WHEN I WAS HUNGRY.I HAD A LOVE FOR IT.{THANK GOD ALL I WILL SING AND PLAY NOW ARE THE SONGS THAT CAN ONLY GLORY HIM.} I WAS A DIVORCED MOM WITH FOUR CHILDREN..... WELL I WAS WASHING THOSE DISHES JUST SINGING AWAY. ALL OF A SUDDEN I GOT STILL . I DID NOT KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON. I DID NOT HAVE THE WANT TO CONTINUE SINGING THAT SONG . I JUST HUSHED AND KEPT WASHING THOSE DISEHS. ALL OF A SUDDEN ,I HEAR GOD SPEAK TO ME IN A SWEET SOFT VOICE. I JUST STARTED WEEPING WITH THE GREATEST DESIRE TO HEAR WHAT HE HAD TO SAY IT WAS SO POWERFULL . HE SAID ROBIN { WHERE IS YOUR CHILDREN GOING TO SPEND ETERTITY,} MY FOUR CHILDREN WAS WATCHING THEIR MAMA'S LIFE . YES SOMEONE IS WATCHING YOUR LIFE. IN A MATTER OF SPEAKING < YOU ARE CARRING SOMEONE TO HEAVEN WITH YOU OR HELL .>
WHICH IS IT ????. I CRYED OUT OH MY GOD WHAT WOULD YOU HAVE ME TO DO. I ASK AGAIN OH MY GOD PLEASE FOR GIVE ME, I DON'T WANT MY CHILDREN TO LEAVE THIS WORLD AND GO TO THAT AWFULL PLACE CALLED < HELL >.
I SAID LORD WHAT WOULD YOU HAVE ME TO DO. THE FIRST THING HE SAID WAS FOR ME TO MARRY {Gene}
:o MY FIRST REACTION WAS [NO] I DID NOT WANT TO MARRY HIM . WE HAD DATED OFF AND ON FOR A COUPLE OF YEARS .MY EX BOYFRIEND IN WHICH I WAS STILL SEEING SOME, HAD MY HEART [ I THOUGHT]. I SAID LORD OK I WILL MARRY BUT I WANT TO MARRY _ _ __-.
BECAUSE LORD I FEEL IF ANY MAN EVER LOVED THIS OLE GAL WAS HIM, SO I THINK HE SHOULD BE THE ONE . GOD SAID NO. MARRY GENE ,SO I PRAYED ABOUT IT KNOWING I WAS GETTING MARRIED. DID NOT KNOW FOR SURE WHICH ONE . I THOUGHT WELL I WILL JUST PRAY
ABOUT THIS LORD AND MAKE SURE THIS IS WANT YOU HAVE ME TO DO. THEN I KNEW THERE WAS A CHANGE IN MY LIFE. A TRUEEEE REPENTNESS THERE WAS. I HAD ONLY THE DESIRE OF WHAT GOD WANTED ME TO DO. EVEN IF IT MEANT NOT DOING WHAT I FELT WOULD BE RIGHT . I KNEW AS LONG AS I WAS TRUSTING THE LORD EVER THING WOULD BE ALRIGHT. I HAD A DESIRE IN MY HEART TO PLEASE GOD HEART, MIND, BODY AND SOUL. I WANTED MY CHILDREN TO MEET ME IN HEAVEN . THE THOUGHT OF ONE GOING TO A PLACE OF TORMENT FOR EVER AND EVER. { OH I SAT HERE IN TEARS RIGHT NOW}.......WEEPING FOR THE LOST............................................................................
I PRAYED LORD, WHICH ONE , YOU KNOW THAT GENE IS A CHRISTIAN, ONE OF YOUR CHILDREN . THE OTHER HAD MADE A CONFESSION, NEVER BEARING ANY FRUITS OF YOU LORD. I THINK I COULD HELP HIM SO MUCH.
THAT HE WOULD GROW IN YOUR GRACE AND KNOWLEDGE. THERE AGAIN I HEARD MARRY GENE.[I continue to pray ] WITH IN A MONTH I WAS MARRIED......YES TO MY WONDRFULL HUSBAND GENE . GOD SEEN THE BIG PICTURE HE KNEW WHAT WAS BEST FOR THIS GAL. HEY BEFORE I GOT MY HEART RIGHT WITH THE LORD..... I SURE WAS NOT THINKING OF SPENDING THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH THIS MAN. MOST LESS MARRIAGE...
THAT'S WHAT GOD CAN DO . HE PUT A LOVE THERE FOR THIS MAN THAT ONLY GOD COULD DO. THANK GOD I DON'T HAVE A WORDLY LOVE FOR HIM AND I KNOW THIS.....
GIVING THANKS TO GOD........ I AM LIVING PROOF WHEN YOU PUT GOD FIRST EVERY THING IS GOING TO FALL RIGHT IN PLACE . YOU WILL BE HAPPY. JOY UNEXPLAINABLE.
