I have always been brought up in a chrisitian house hold. Through the years i've strayed away and come back. I always knew i belived in god and loved him but i know i need to have more FAITH. I feel like somtimes i doubt my faith in our lord because, we'll the fear of the "unknown" i feel like i have some many question about " life" and our world. Recently i've been going through a rough period in my life dealing with anxiety and panic attacks, i feel like i really need god to help get me through. I go to church somtimes and i try really hard to be a good person. But i feel like the lazy part in me makes me all gug-ho and then it fizzels out. I need god in my life more then ever. How do i develope a better relationship with him?