- Oct 19, 2020
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- Philippines
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- Catholic
- Marital Status
- Single
Take note that I did ask God to help me defeat my OCD prior to all of this so maybe he could be doing this to defeat my OCD?
Anyways, I suffer from scrupolosity and I think God has gotten mad at me and is forcing me to confess the truth. I asked God to stop giving me signs but he still does. Now, he has gotten so mad that he wants me confess everything. I even got a concussion because I think I offended God. Here are my confessions:
1.) I still sleep in my parent's room sometimes where I lied to my gf
2.) I played video games before but stopped.
3.) I lied about getting what my gf said but didn't.
4.) Lied about giving an excuse of working out but there was othr reasons why I didn't specify
Now God told me if I didn't confess these things I will lose my gf on October 22 which is coincidentally the time where my gf will meet a guy that she used to like that she no longer does.
Anyways, here are the signs from God from strongest to weakest:
**HERE IS THE STRONGEST ONE: I asked God if he could give me a bible verse and I am not a bible reader so I possibly couldn't know what the verse was. God in my head said 120:02 so I searched it which specifically says something about lying and friendship now this just feels like God is talking to me directly. Now, it might be a coincidence but it is so scary.**
I asked God to give me a sign what will happen if I don't tell the truth and I was watching the video, I asked for a sign specifically 3 times and the guy said Amigo coincidentally the sametime I asked for a sign. I went to instagram a picture said don't ignore the signs which is the first picture I saw
I was using DUOLINGO, I asked what my gf would think of me random numbers come up with my streak and they all said the same thing Amigo.
I was gyming outside and I asked God for a sign like hit my leg. Then he did hit my leg, but maybe I asked him to hit my foot now here is the stupid part I asked if this is God could he just please kill me because I don't want to suffer from OCD. I pass out and receive a concussion, I then told myself if I grt this and a break up I am really dead so it could mean that my break-up is inevitable??
I then asked my mom if it was my OCD or God and my mom said it was my OCD then a bible quote while I was searching about trust said "Trust in the lord, and not to other people"
Anyways, I suffer from scrupolosity and I think God has gotten mad at me and is forcing me to confess the truth. I asked God to stop giving me signs but he still does. Now, he has gotten so mad that he wants me confess everything. I even got a concussion because I think I offended God. Here are my confessions:
1.) I still sleep in my parent's room sometimes where I lied to my gf
2.) I played video games before but stopped.
3.) I lied about getting what my gf said but didn't.
4.) Lied about giving an excuse of working out but there was othr reasons why I didn't specify
Now God told me if I didn't confess these things I will lose my gf on October 22 which is coincidentally the time where my gf will meet a guy that she used to like that she no longer does.
Anyways, here are the signs from God from strongest to weakest:
**HERE IS THE STRONGEST ONE: I asked God if he could give me a bible verse and I am not a bible reader so I possibly couldn't know what the verse was. God in my head said 120:02 so I searched it which specifically says something about lying and friendship now this just feels like God is talking to me directly. Now, it might be a coincidence but it is so scary.**
I asked God to give me a sign what will happen if I don't tell the truth and I was watching the video, I asked for a sign specifically 3 times and the guy said Amigo coincidentally the sametime I asked for a sign. I went to instagram a picture said don't ignore the signs which is the first picture I saw
I was using DUOLINGO, I asked what my gf would think of me random numbers come up with my streak and they all said the same thing Amigo.
I was gyming outside and I asked God for a sign like hit my leg. Then he did hit my leg, but maybe I asked him to hit my foot now here is the stupid part I asked if this is God could he just please kill me because I don't want to suffer from OCD. I pass out and receive a concussion, I then told myself if I grt this and a break up I am really dead so it could mean that my break-up is inevitable??
I then asked my mom if it was my OCD or God and my mom said it was my OCD then a bible quote while I was searching about trust said "Trust in the lord, and not to other people"