It feels foolish and selfish to ask for prayers for myself when so many others are in such need. But then we are commanded to go to God with our needs and desires.
Right now I need hope. I feel so alone. I feel like such a loser. It feels like each time my dreams seem to come true it only happens so that I will fall harder. I want something good in my life to know I am not forsaken. My heart is in such need. I know God can move mountains. I know God can deliver me, at least in my head, my heart is so down I don't know there. I want deliverence and love in my life. God can provide, but my words seem so weak when it comes to praying for myself. I need another sign of God's love of His grace.
I do not claim to deserve any of what I request. I just need.
Right now I need hope. I feel so alone. I feel like such a loser. It feels like each time my dreams seem to come true it only happens so that I will fall harder. I want something good in my life to know I am not forsaken. My heart is in such need. I know God can move mountains. I know God can deliver me, at least in my head, my heart is so down I don't know there. I want deliverence and love in my life. God can provide, but my words seem so weak when it comes to praying for myself. I need another sign of God's love of His grace.
I do not claim to deserve any of what I request. I just need.

