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Tinydancer19
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You know when its just one of those times when everything go's wrong and you try to stay as positive and as relaxed as you can but all the sudden you get so drained and so tired from constantly picking up the pieces that you just can't take much anymore.
Thats how I am right now.
I don't really have anyone I can go to...not even family or good friends...I feel bad cause they have their own problems, plus I never know who to go to these days. To many people judge and give selfish advice. So i've just been praying to god to show me the way. I guess i've just had a hard time seeing his reasons for alot of things that have happend this whole past month. Please pray for me.
I duno its also my b-day this weekend and all I want to do is either relaxe and go to the beach, or go bowling, go to an arcade, go to six flags...i duno I just want to do something FUN! But ALL my friends want to do here is get drunk. I don't mind but I duno thats what some of them do every weekend. I just wish some of my good friends and family were here with me. You know the people who really know me...I'll admit it, but only on here..that I really need them right now.
Thats how I am right now.
I don't really have anyone I can go to...not even family or good friends...I feel bad cause they have their own problems, plus I never know who to go to these days. To many people judge and give selfish advice. So i've just been praying to god to show me the way. I guess i've just had a hard time seeing his reasons for alot of things that have happend this whole past month. Please pray for me.
I duno its also my b-day this weekend and all I want to do is either relaxe and go to the beach, or go bowling, go to an arcade, go to six flags...i duno I just want to do something FUN! But ALL my friends want to do here is get drunk. I don't mind but I duno thats what some of them do every weekend. I just wish some of my good friends and family were here with me. You know the people who really know me...I'll admit it, but only on here..that I really need them right now.


