Tonight my husband and I will trade some last minute belongings, and he needs to sign some tax papers. The divorce papers have already been signed, and I suspect that he will be paying the filing fee while he is back in Fargo today. (He is moving back home with his parents to the Twin Cities.)
Up until today I have actually been doing o.k... I've come quite aways in accepting that this divorce will take place, and really have been placing this in God's hands. Today, however I am really having a difficult
time, and really need prayers for strength for when I meet Shaun tonight and for when we say goodbye. I need God's strength. That is the only way I will make it through this. I cannot rely on my own strength.
I have never wanted our marriage to end and have been praying for our marriage, for Shaun and for myself from the beginning to end, but God does not interfere with the will of man, thus the road Shaun has choosen to travel, is Shaun's choice, not His. That is one thing I am certain of, per scripture.
I will always continue to pray for Shaun, as I feel it is my duty, but I MUST move forward, otherwise this will just continue to drag me down until it kills me. Please pray for my strength and wisdom to come from Jesus and only Jesus.
Up until today I have actually been doing o.k... I've come quite aways in accepting that this divorce will take place, and really have been placing this in God's hands. Today, however I am really having a difficult
I have never wanted our marriage to end and have been praying for our marriage, for Shaun and for myself from the beginning to end, but God does not interfere with the will of man, thus the road Shaun has choosen to travel, is Shaun's choice, not His. That is one thing I am certain of, per scripture.
I will always continue to pray for Shaun, as I feel it is my duty, but I MUST move forward, otherwise this will just continue to drag me down until it kills me. Please pray for my strength and wisdom to come from Jesus and only Jesus.