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Lately I have been drinking, going to bars, & cursing allot. I feel as I am losing my relationship with God. The shame I have is great, even to the point of having deep fear and dread when going to church.
It's funny though, I have never been a drinker accept for rare occasions. I have been alone for 2 1/2 years (divorced) and I'm seeking comfort. I started going to the bar about 4 months ago and I have gotten addicted to Karaoke and hanging out with a group of people who enjoy my company.
Being a very sociable person, I fell into this snare head first, and now I feel as if it's ruining my spiritual walk & testimony. I'm at that point were I feel that I can't pray to God, because for me, it feels as if I am sinning by praying for anything more than forgiveness.
It's funny though, I have never been a drinker accept for rare occasions. I have been alone for 2 1/2 years (divorced) and I'm seeking comfort. I started going to the bar about 4 months ago and I have gotten addicted to Karaoke and hanging out with a group of people who enjoy my company.
Being a very sociable person, I fell into this snare head first, and now I feel as if it's ruining my spiritual walk & testimony. I'm at that point were I feel that I can't pray to God, because for me, it feels as if I am sinning by praying for anything more than forgiveness.
