hello, I am a new member, i am glad i did, sometimes I need to talk to someome, I am christian , I am christian protestant, but I have not going to church for more than 2 years, but I prayed to God, every day He is my refuge, I live in Canada, I feel sometimes depresed, now I am ok, sometimes I feel lost, I want to come back to my contry , I love Canada is a beautiful contry, I like to go for a walk every day no much time because I do work, and also at home Iam the one who does everithing at home, but I go for a walk I feel a kind of fredom I enyoing walking just by myself, o with my little dog, reading and listen music. I have two kids I love them very much they are my priority, but I still felling tha I need do something for my self, I want to go back to my contry to be with my family , my mom and sisters, I need to go back to school, to go to church and I want to participate in the church maybe helping around, I dont know yet, my husband never has suport me in that, I need to have social life, I feel that in here I just work , no life at all, I feel confused, I have no a good relation with my husband, we are just two persons who share our two kids, and live under the same roof that' s it. Can some one give me some advise, thanks.