I need a lot of help*

[CourtyLynn]

oHkK..Well I..cut..and my family knos and the whole grade knos now bc someone told everyone and now everyone has started doing it bc its "cool" now1 And I just dont kno how to stop! It feels good! I kno its hurting the temple of God and stuff but....I just dunno what to do!!!!! Life is so crazy rite now bc my best friends brother just killed himself by crashing into the skool with a car..he couldnt even drive!! Its so hard bc today at church we would be singing and then all the sudden shed just CRY! Thw worst part is....everyone but her are athist's and its hard!!! I wish God would have taken my life and not his!!! But I have been cutting for a while now and I just get so tempted but every time I do it someone calls my house and tells my mom n dad...and im not good at keeping stuff from my friends and stuff......what do i do?! I need help!!!!!

Thanks...
CourtyLynn ****at lil fella is cute!!

 

[Bevlina]

Oh Courty!!! Perhaps you are grieving so badly you are trying to take your mind off it? Oh Pet! You have our Love and support!!
That's terrible to hear about your best friend's brother! I am terribly sorry to hear that!
Welcome to CF and the SI Forum!! We are here to love you, comfort you, try to help you and see you through all this terrible drama in your life!
Praying for you Sweetheart!

 

[Nancy1218]

I know it is hard and it feels good but it is not good. The world is still out there when the pain goes away. I have found that the best thing to do is to take it one day at a time. It will get easier I promise. I'll pray for you!

 

[cracked_pelicans]

Hi Courty, welcome to the forums. There are many wonderful people here that will always love and support you, as Bevlina said. I would suggest you use this resource whenever you feel like it.

Remember, you are precious to God, and he loves you exactly the way you are. We'll be praying for you.

 

[Cat59]

I'm so sorry to hear how difficult things are for you at the moment.
I'll be praying for you.
You say they're all atheists around you, is there someone in church you could talkj to about all this, that can help you through this too? Perhaps ask around and see.

Cat