I made a misake and need help:(*

[jesusroxmalife]

Well, the school I went to I had a hard time. I didn't have many friends but one of my friends I had was named Paul. I had a bit of a crush on him. He was sweet, smart, funny, and he was a Christian! Not many people liked him either. He and I had a lot in common. One day we both admitted to eachother that we both liked eachother, but we promised we wouldn't tell anyone. He began to tell people I liked him. I got teased worse then I already was! I was embarrassed and upset and I told my friend Crystal I was getting frustrated with it. She said she would talk to him for me. But what she told me what she said to him broke my heart. She told him, "Paul, Alex hates you, she think you're the ugliest guy ever, she wants nothing to do with you and wishes you would just fall over dead." Crystal never liked him, but I was devestated. None of that was true and he was so sad. We got in a fight. I miss Paul, I still like him and I and I were friends still. All because of me. I thought about writing a card to him as since he blocked my e-mails, but I can't because my mom siad I couldfn't write a letter to him. I might call him, but the letter says:

Dear Paul,

Hey, I hope you got my e-mail from wuzupdawg318@yahoo.con as since you blocked my other e-mail account. I really do wish we were friends still. You were a great friend and what Crystal said was not even close to being true. And I would do litterally anything to be friends again. Love Your Sis In CHrist,

Alex

I know it sounds a bit desperate and I know It's probably just a crush not "love" but, I just want to be friends, that's all. WHat should I do? If I call him, what should I say?

 

[D-Lisch]

Well, if you want to be his friend... then do what a friend would do and not what a girl who has a crush on a guy would do: Be honest and don't try to hide your feelings for him. He knows you liked him, and he needs to know what your intentions are.

 

[jesusroxmalife]

Oh ok, thanks, I'll make sure to do so.