- Mar 9, 2018
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- Country
- United Kingdom
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Married
I had been struggling for a little feeling I wasn't a good enough Christian. I was Christened catholic as a baby and always believed in God. I began having difficulties in going to church until a friend invited me to hers. Through that intro I became more alive and gave my life to Jesus in October 2017. I've had some real spiritual battles and started to believe I was worthless in the eyes of Jesus. I pray every night and have cried to Him. One night last week I had a dream. The man I saw first I wasn't aware of who he was but his face was clear and felt he was special but not sure in what way and I spoke to him. I can't remember what was said to him but he spoke back in a language I have never heard and neither did I understand what was said but then I heard a voice telling me God knew me. I turned round to face a man but His face was not visible to me. He put His arms around me and told me ''Never doubt My love for you. I will always be with you and will always love you''. What He said was so clear and so full of love and He held me so tightly but with a tremendous gentleness although just for a few seconds and then I woke up and felt the most absolute love and peace I have ever felt and cried. I couldn't stop crying. I have felt so different since then. The peace I feel is breathtaking and I know that everything will be ok. I know I am loved.