Im praying for death, the fastest way that any can go, If you dont think so then watch me pull it till there aint nothing left, Im praying for death, till the last of my breath, asking politely if it need be Ill humble my self
If you have just tooned in you are now listening, to the voice of a man whos faint from struggling, brothers doing brothers in. Just waiting in line cause if I try suicide, Ill lose my soul to a lie.Feels like I been through a lot to be the man that I am. High school graduate and went to war for Uncle Sam, And yet Im unemployed nobody gives a damn. Wouldnt worry if it was me but how will I feed my fam. Left my knees for only emergencies, Just watchin time pass with my lips to the w$$d. I dont suck, no excuse just didnt suck seed, It makes me not give a what so dont test me, Arrest me I dont care when I aint got nothin to eat, I feel why all these people out here wilding in these streets. I than gave up on life or has it gave up on me. I than ran out of money for the air to breath so Im: CHORUS
I want a chance at heaven a glance at heaven to know where Im going, Respect and mercy what Im showing never kicked your door in. But Im mistreated still decent to all these fakes in life, everybody gets a chance here Ill hand you the knife. Back stabbed twice by a so called friend the only reason why I lived so he could do it again. Make mends shake hands and apologize, with sincerity in his eyes but he laughing inside. Its a lie and I know it but Im taking a risk cause when I had enough I want my actions to be legit. Either that, or Ill just wait for him to quit but its been so long now and he aint done it.
If you have just tooned in you are now listening, to the voice of a man whos faint from struggling, brothers doing brothers in. Just waiting in line cause if I try suicide, Ill lose my soul to a lie.Feels like I been through a lot to be the man that I am. High school graduate and went to war for Uncle Sam, And yet Im unemployed nobody gives a damn. Wouldnt worry if it was me but how will I feed my fam. Left my knees for only emergencies, Just watchin time pass with my lips to the w$$d. I dont suck, no excuse just didnt suck seed, It makes me not give a what so dont test me, Arrest me I dont care when I aint got nothin to eat, I feel why all these people out here wilding in these streets. I than gave up on life or has it gave up on me. I than ran out of money for the air to breath so Im: CHORUS
I want a chance at heaven a glance at heaven to know where Im going, Respect and mercy what Im showing never kicked your door in. But Im mistreated still decent to all these fakes in life, everybody gets a chance here Ill hand you the knife. Back stabbed twice by a so called friend the only reason why I lived so he could do it again. Make mends shake hands and apologize, with sincerity in his eyes but he laughing inside. Its a lie and I know it but Im taking a risk cause when I had enough I want my actions to be legit. Either that, or Ill just wait for him to quit but its been so long now and he aint done it.
