when i was 11 years old i had my first cigarette and of course i didnt like it so i didnt smoke for a while then went to back to them when i was 13 now when i was 13 i smoked all sorts i took speed,weed,heroien,gaungi,stunk....i useto dirnk alot of alcohol anyway ive givin up the class "a" drugs now but i cant quit smoking and when i smoke it make me feel soo much better and kinda of hyper and happy i know this isnt the way to go for happiness and i know God is the only one who can keep my happiness but smoking just makes me feel better and stops me self harming....and helps me to calm down...coz i had MAJOR anger problems i threw a chair at my maths teacher i was that bad....anyway i thought i might be open to you all man it took alot more time to type than it does to say lol