I have Holiday

[Bridgida]

I am happy, I feel well, just a bit dizzy. I haven't had my medication since the beginning of this month. I always thought to stop it, as I get rheumatic pain or Fibrio. But now without it, there is no pain.
I have 2 weeks holiday and hope not to feel dizzy for 2 weeks. I often thought to have it run out, as I take it now for 10 years and I believe I can deal with my problems. The problems I have stated here in this forum haven't come back jet. That means that writing or talking helps.

Apart from the dizziness I feel good. The sun shines. I want to deep clean our flat. Tomorrow I go out, take photos. Got to the park. Perhaps I have some money for traveling to Paris, when my wage comes next week.
I have here an anti-depressant and normally take 5mg Abifily.

 

[faroukfarouk]

John 14 is a comforting chapter for the believer.

 

[Bridgida]

Thanks

 

[Bridgida]

The following days without the medication wasn't good. That means that I suffer from depression and I had to get the tablet. It took me 2 weeks to get better. Normally I don't feel anything when I work.
There is always something with this illness.
No voices or silent voices, which I t totally ignore now.
I have other problems.
Like I have to pull myself together because of fear, paranoia and guilt. I can feel this and then I have to figure out, how to overcome it.
It is my 3. day off, and I did not go out.