I have enough of this.

[Mia Asa]

Hey. You have no reason to be afraid of being unforgiven and you have no reason to be afraid of hell. I often feel like I am so different from others here but I don't think you are going to get better without medication. The SSRI drugs are the ones that work. The fears are still there but you are so much better able to get past them and move on. I'm not big on cognitive therapy because I have read and I believe that OCD is a chemical imbalance in the brain caused by a misfire in a synapse in the brain. I've read they've actually found matter in the frontal lobe during a pet scan. Reassurance helps me. People may disagree with me but I've been a hospital where medical personnel were trained to look at me and say - Ok, We are not going to talk about that when I tried to tell them what was troubling me. Why was I even there? Reassurance has saved my life. Medication has saved my life. Go to a doctor dear one, even if it's just your regular general practioner. That's who I see is just my regular doctor.

Thank You for your message to me . I just curiosed do God forgive me my mental ilness . Some part of christian think there is no mental ilness for them it's demon . I was reading some pages about this and so scared me. I started school right now and at school i had many times attack thoughts bad. (about HS) I meant "I'm the worst child of God" ,"I'm the stupid man on the Earth" because she hurts own Father in Heaven , his son and Holy Spirt. Everyday i promise i'll change and i'll be ok but nothing. I gonna go to the doctor. Today i felt ugly and not comfortable.

 

[Theodore Zhang]

Do not worry god knows you have ocd he can cure you and he will forgive you i also suffered from this
but i still know god cares about me