I have enough of this.

[Mia Asa]

My life sick. I heard curses about Holy Spirt and end?
I want believe in God and Jesus still.
I have no job , i have no friends i walk alone.
I apologises Holy Spirt and God again.
Sometimes i wanna end me.

 

[disciple Clint]

My life sick. I heard curses about Holy Spirt and end?
I want believe in God and Jesus still.
I have no job , i have no friends i walk alone.
I apologises Holy Spirt and God again.
Sometimes i wanna end me.

Hi Mia, you are having a difficult time but please remember that God loves you and Jesus is always by your side, He walks with you. God understands how you feel and He knows that you are not intending to hurt Him, you are just angry and saying things that are caused by your anger. God is always there for you, His arms are always open, open your arms to Him. Have courage difficult times pass just like storms they do not last forever and soon the sun returns and you will be warm and the world will be beautiful. Blessings to you.

 

[Mia Asa]

Hi Mia, you are having a difficult time but please remember that God loves you and Jesus is always by your side, He walks with you. God understands how you feel and He knows that you are not intending to hurt Him, you are just angry and saying things that are caused by your anger. God is always there for you, His arms are always open, open your arms to Him. Have courage difficult times pass just like storms they do not last forever and soon the sun returns and you will be warm and the world will be beautiful. Blessings to you.

I know they loves me , but i don't wanna hurt them. For example when i pray i heard bad words back my mind. Since January i had strong fear of the unpardonable sin i was reading about this then i get an depression and anxiety i heard voice about "Jesus did by Belsebub" i so scared that i commited this sin i couldn't sleep many nights and i felt presence of demon. Many times it haunted me. Then i was reading exacly meaning about this sin then i heard Jesus is a devil bla bla and Holy Spirt is.....
and God is.... then again. In September 2020 i lost my job and i fell love with man who not interesting me. I don't know when i ever be happy. I was fight for driving license but nothing.
My life sick since 20's years. I afraid about my soul. Where is my hope? Do i go to the hell for it?

 

[disciple Clint]

I know they loves me , but i don't wanna hurt them. For example when i pray i heard bad words back my mind. Since January i had strong fear of the unpardonable sin i was reading about this then i get an depression and anxiety i heard voice about "Jesus did by Belsebub" i so scared that i commited this sin i couldn't sleep many nights and i felt presence of demon. Many times it haunted me. Then i was reading exacly meaning about this sin then i heard Jesus is a devil bla bla and Holy Spirt is.....
and God is.... then again. In September 2020 i lost my job and i fell love with man who not interesting me. I don't know when i ever be happy. I was fight for driving license but nothing.
My life sick since 20's years. I afraid about my soul. Where is my hope? Do i go to the hell for it?

You have not committed the unpardonable sin, how do I know, it is simple if you had committed that sin you would no longer care about God at all, you still care, you still love God and you know He loves you so, you did not commit that sin. You need to talk to someone who can help you get past this difficult time, maybe your family or maybe a church member or pastor or priest. It is important to get someone who can see this from a different view. Blessings

 

[Mia Asa]

You have not committed the unpardonable sin, how do I know, it is simple if you had committed that sin you would no longer care about God at all, you still care, you still love God and you know He loves you so, you did not commit that sin. You need to talk to someone who can help you get past this difficult time, maybe your family or maybe a church member or pastor or priest. It is important to get someone who can see this from a different view. Blessings

Oh you lift me up
I really love God and Jesus. I said "I love you and sorry" I don't know maybe i got OCD before i heard "I'm fat" but i know i can got an depression. You know i got friends christian on internet ( facebook) but all of rest. Now i try to look a job . Sorry for my bad/not interesting english.

 

[SarahsKnight]

Oh you lift me up
I really love God and Jesus. I said "I love you and sorry" I don't know maybe i got OCD before i heard "I'm fat" but i know i can got an depression. You know i got friends christian on internet ( facebook) but all of rest. Now i try to look a job . Sorry for my bad/not interesting english.

I am glad that you seem to be feeling better with renewed hope after listening to Disciple Clint for a bit, Mia. Please take heart and do not give up. I don't think Jesus will truly allow you to, either, no matter how badly you might feel sometimes. I have prayed for God to help you and bring you peace despite your troubled mind.

 

[rockytopva]

As a teenager I was only brought up to believe how stupid I was. I did very poorly in school and barely passed high school.

When I was 18 the first thing I did was move in with my grandmother here in Virginia. It is a country place and there was much love and warmth about the place. I started putting in job applications praying that the first people who would call would be the Lord's answer for me. I also prayed for a specific wage of $5 an hour. I got on weeks later at a factory paying $5.05 an hour (who hoo! 5 cents more!) and have worked my way up into the Laboratory. Having my faith encouraged, I went back to school and got 2 associates degrees, Magna Cum Laude, 3.8 GPA, Who's Who award, and won first place in a University programming contest.

Gee... If I had only known that I was not stupid as a teenager! Wow! The places I could have gone. I think there is a curse that we who were conceived in dysfuncitonal homes have got to throw off us.

If spiritual light = E (Energy, motivation, love) / c2 (faith, hope , charity, joy)

then there is an opposite effect

spiritual darkness = z(absolute zero, apathy, hate) / d (fear, depression, greed, sorrow)

In which case, I have dedicated my web site at http://www.youtube.com/rockytopva as a place to help those living in darkness to throw off the cloaks of darkness... and inspiration to put on the cloaks of righteousness.

 

[paul1149]

. I afraid about my soul. Where is my hope? Do i go to the hell for it?

Mia, God knows your heart. He knows these thoughts are intrusive, and are not the real you. God is love (1John 4:8), and Jesus went to the cross to set you free, to give you abundant life. He knows your heart, He values your honesty with Him, and He accepts you the way you are.

God has not given us a spirit of fear (Romans 8:15; 2Tim 1:7). Keep on assuring yourself of God's love and acceptance. The fear is not of Him. He loves you and wants you free.

 

[Mia Asa]

I am glad that you seem to be feeling better with renewed hope after listening to Disciple Clint for a bit, Mia. Please take heart and do not give up. I don't think Jesus will truly allow you to, either, no matter how badly you might feel sometimes. I have prayed for God to help you and bring you peace despite your troubled mind.

I never gonna give up. But i still hear many voices "you're out of faith", " You are out " , "God left you", " You're ra.. , t... " And many same thoughts. When i came to walk with my mom i was attacked by these words. And i feel fear of hell. Still attacked also vision attacked, hurts for example God or Jesus.

Mia, God knows your heart. He knows these thoughts are intrusive, and are not the real you. God is love (1John 4:8), and Jesus went to the cross to set you free, to give you abundant life. He knows your heart, He values your honesty with Him, and He accepts you the way you are.

God has not given us a spirit of fear (Romans 8:15; 2Tim 1:7). Keep on assuring yourself of God's love and acceptance. The fear is not of Him. He loves you and wants you free.

I am glad that you seem to be feeling better with renewed hope after listening to Disciple Clint for a bit, Mia. Please take heart and do not give up. I don't think Jesus will truly allow you to, either, no matter how badly you might feel sometimes. I have prayed for God to help you and bring you peace despite your troubled mind.

I never gonna give up. But i still hear many voices "you're out of faith", " You are out " , "God left you", " You're ra.. , t... " And many same thoughts. When i came to walk with my mom i was attacked by these words. And i feel fear of hell. Still attacked also vision attacked, hurts for example God or Jesus.

 

[Paul4JC]

My life sick. I heard curses about Holy Spirt and end?
I want believe in God and Jesus still.
I have no job , i have no friends i walk alone.
I apologises Holy Spirt and God again.
Sometimes i wanna end me.

[Don't give up girl. Satan is always trying to bring us down. Yes we fail and are sinners, but Christ is are all and all. Don't give up. Do you have believers or church to help you? Read the bible( Bible Hub: Search, Read, Study the Bible in Many Languages and Bible Search and Study Tools - Blue Letter Bible are very good) and get the help you need. (maybe medical help too?) Not unpardonable sin, that is lie of devil. God bless you.]

Lord help Mia and may she know your love is always there not matter how bad thoughts the enemy tries to put in her mind. Give her new ways to stand in her faith in you and grow strong in you word. Help her to find the help she needs from believers near her. Guide her also if she needs medical help with depression. Lift her up and give her new direction and purpose in life. Meet her daily needs and deliver her from evildoers. Thanks again for loving us with an everlasting love, and always being there for us. In Christ name, Amen.



1 Then he showed me Joshua the high priest standing before the angel of the LORD, and Satan standing at his right side to accuse him. 2 The LORD said to Satan, "The LORD rebuke you, Satan! The LORD, who has chosen Jerusalem, rebuke you! Is not this man a burning stick snatched from the fire?" 3 Now Joshua was dressed in filthy clothes as he stood before the angel. 4 The angel said to those who were standing before him, "Take off his filthy clothes." Then he said to Joshua, "See, I have taken away your sin, and I will put fine garments on you." 5 Then I said, "Put a clean turban on his head." So they put a clean turban on his head and clothed him, while the angel of the LORD stood by. [Zec 3:1-5 NIV]

30 It is because of him that you are in Christ Jesus, who has become for us wisdom from God--that is, our righteousness, holiness and redemption. [1Co 1:30 NIV]

 

[Kenny'sID]

You have not committed the unpardonable sin, how do I know, it is simple if you had committed that sin you would no longer care about God at all, you still care, you still love God and you know He loves you so, you did not commit that sin. You need to talk to someone who can help you get past this difficult time, maybe your family or maybe a church member or pastor or priest. It is important to get someone who can see this from a different view. Blessings

Please, just don't.

Mia Asa, you have not commited the unpardonable sin. If you will read the scriptue, you will see they spoke the words when they commited it, but yours was in your mind, and no one could hear it.

 

[Mari17]

Please don't despair. There is much hope for experiencing freedom from OCD! Do you have OCD in other areas of your life, or just for religious things?

 

[SarahsKnight]

Please don't despair. There is much hope for experiencing freedom from OCD! Do you have OCD in other areas of your life, or just for religious things?

Mari, by the way, is earnestly like our resident angel of mercy around here when it comes to helping people who have suffered specifically like you have, from obsessive-compulsive bad/blasphemous thoughts and crushing feelings of being unsaved or unloved by God, @Mia Asa . Please heed her especially.

 

[Mia Asa]

Please don't despair. There is much hope for experiencing freedom from OCD! Do you have OCD in other areas of your life, or just for religious things?

Very hard to me. Yesterday at night i had many thoughts bad about Holy Spirt and many times i apologised God and him for it. No i don't. I must go to the doctor and take a pils. Before i had about my weight now it religious. I cannot happy anymore.

 

[God is good]

Very hard to me. Yesterday at night i had many thoughts bad about Holy Spirt and many times i apologised God and him for it. No i don't. I must go to the doctor and take a pils. Before i had about my weight now it religious. I cannot happy anymore.

Just remember that God really loves you and Jesus is our Lord and Saviour forever. It is all about Jesus and His death on the cross. God really loves you.

 

[Mari17]

Mari, by the way, is earnestly like our resident angel of mercy around here when it comes to helping people who have suffered specifically like you have, from obsessive-compulsive bad/blasphemous thoughts and crushing feelings of being unsaved or unloved by God, @Mia Asa . Please heed her especially.

Thank you for this! You just made my day.

 

[Mari17]

Very hard to me. Yesterday at night i had many thoughts bad about Holy Spirt and many times i apologised God and him for it. No i don't. I must go to the doctor and take a pils. Before i had about my weight now it religious. I cannot happy anymore.

It's hard to be happy when you have OCD, but it is very treatable. Do you have OCD specialists in your country? The IOCDF site has a directory for therapists; I didn't find any for Poland, but you can also find therapists here who use phone/Skype/Zoom therapy. Dr. Phillipson (a famous OCD expert) also has a treatment center that offers virtual therapy. If you would like peer support, please also consider joining the Facebook group "Christianity and Anxiety Disorders." I'm a member, and have found it very helpful.

 

[Mia Asa]

It's hard to be happy when you have OCD, but it is very treatable. Do you have OCD specialists in your country? The IOCDF site has a directory for therapists; I didn't find any for Poland, but you can also find therapists here who use phone/Skype/Zoom therapy. Dr. Phillipson (a famous OCD expert) also has a treatment center that offers virtual therapy. If you would like peer support, please also consider joining the Facebook group "Christianity and Anxiety Disorders." I'm a member, and have found it very helpful.

Yeah i know it. I ren to the world to forget about it for the moment . But i still feel empty feelings and think what if i did this? Yesterday was ugly dirty thoughts and vision Holy Spirt. I prayed to God to forgive. I really love God and his son Jesus but i'm afraid it's too late for me i 'm loser . I want to be in faith but still is to think about unpardonable sin and do i really wrong or stupid idiot? Then i wonder do I get to the hell for everything what to get to my head. I can't sleep normal , and clean for example bathroom. My life hell. Yes i do. 3 days ago i was talking with pastoral and she told me i should go to psychiatric and take a pills. Thank You for you sharing You're lovely person.
Yesterday at night i was crying that my head hurts my friend bird .
I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!!

 

[God is good]

Yeah i know it. I ren to the world to forget about it for the moment . But i still feel empty feelings and think what if i did this? Yesterday was ugly dirty thoughts and vision Holy Spirt. I prayed to God to forgive. I really love God and his son Jesus but i'm afraid it's too late for me i 'm loser . I want to be in faith but still is to think about unpardonable sin and do i really wrong or stupid idiot? Then i wonder do I get to the hell for everything what to get to my head. I can't sleep normal , and clean for example bathroom. My life hell. Yes i do. 3 days ago i was talking with pastoral and she told me i should go to psychiatric and take a pills. Thank You for you sharing You're lovely person.
Yesterday at night i was crying that my head hurts my friend bird .
I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!!

The fact that you said that you love God and Jesus shows that you are okay spiritually because God looks at the heart. God really loves you

 

[Dendy]

Hey. You have no reason to be afraid of being unforgiven and you have no reason to be afraid of hell. I often feel like I am so different from others here but I don't think you are going to get better without medication. The SSRI drugs are the ones that work. The fears are still there but you are so much better able to get past them and move on. I'm not big on cognitive therapy because I have read and I believe that OCD is a chemical imbalance in the brain caused by a misfire in a synapse in the brain. I've read they've actually found matter in the frontal lobe during a pet scan. Reassurance helps me. People may disagree with me but I've been a hospital where medical personnel were trained to look at me and say - Ok, We are not going to talk about that when I tried to tell them what was troubling me. Why was I even there? Reassurance has saved my life. Medication has saved my life. Go to a doctor dear one, even if it's just your regular general practioner. That's who I see is just my regular doctor.