Hi there. I'm Anthony from Texas. I was brought up in the church my entire life, but I almost literally have never paid attention. I'll tune in here and there but it just leaves me with bits and pieces of information with no connection that don't make any sense on their own. I have no idea how to be a Christian at all. I could say I know not to sin or something, but that doesn't really mean I know how to do that. I gotten saved twice, but I don't even know if it counts because I don't lead a very Christian lifestyle. I even live in fear often times that I am an enemy of God and thay I am not saved.. Maybe this forum will help me do a better job.