I guess I've always been abit of a shy and quiet person and never go out much. When I was a child I used to join alot of clubs like scouts, swimming, taekwondo. So I used to have a lot of friends, but when I grew to be a teenager I didn't ake up any again and lost touch with these friends. I was never really popular in high school, again I was shy and quiet. I did have some goods for awhile which I hung out with after school but they stopped talking to me because I used to act like abit of a jerk. And now I've learned to be nicier and friendlier.
Then I went to a different school for my final year of school. I did make some friends there in the first few weeks and hung out with them for afew months, but then they turned out to be jerks, I did have one good friend but I never saw him outside school.
Then I started college and it was a great change, and I made some good friends in the first weeks and then I joined the clubs at college and made more friends and got involved with projets and stuff and got to know all of my class mates.
The problem is though that I don't see them outside college, I do see one friend outside college sometimes, he invited me and a girl over to his house one time to play some games. I also went too a capeoria club with a friend up in the city centre, and I saw some other guys when I took part in a kickboxing competition in another college. But that was about it.
When we finished our summer exams I went out to a local bar with everyon, and then everyone was going to go to a night club but I decided not to go because I didn't have enough money but I had a good time with them.
Afew days later I went on vacation with my family. When I got back I was hoping to get a job but then I found out that I had to repeat afew exams in August. I got very lonely for awhile because I didn't have anyone to hang out with except for one friend from my old high school.One guy at college suggested that me and afew other guys get together and practice our capeorica during the summer but I didn't hear from him and I didn't have the other guys nmbers. I did get to see some of my college friends again as they were repeating aswell, I saw them in the libary in late July and August.
I keep thinking that mybe if I just ask to hang out them and talk more and keep in touch with people I would have a great social life.
Another problem is I hardly ever go outside the suburb where I live, the college I go to also happens to be in the same suburb. Growing up, very thing I needed was near by, like sports clubs, shopping malls,cinemas,since I never had many friends I never went into town that much while other kids did. and I feel embarrssed to tell people that I don't know the bus routes or my way around the city centre and that's where all the night life is.
I feel delighted that college has started again, and signing up for the clubs is next week, I hope to mybe to join afew more clubs and mybe pluck up the courage to ask some people to hand out, and mybe I can go into the city centre with them, like go to bars and night clubs or other places like the film-club in my college aranges trips to see films in the city centre, I didn't go to them last year because I didn't know where they where, but I feel that maybe this I just find out and make my own way there.
I feel shy sometimes to talk to people, sometimes when I ask feel like asking people to hand out with me I feel like a pathetic loner. I'm very shy but I feel if don't get over it I'ill be all alone.
Then I went to a different school for my final year of school. I did make some friends there in the first few weeks and hung out with them for afew months, but then they turned out to be jerks, I did have one good friend but I never saw him outside school.
Then I started college and it was a great change, and I made some good friends in the first weeks and then I joined the clubs at college and made more friends and got involved with projets and stuff and got to know all of my class mates.
The problem is though that I don't see them outside college, I do see one friend outside college sometimes, he invited me and a girl over to his house one time to play some games. I also went too a capeoria club with a friend up in the city centre, and I saw some other guys when I took part in a kickboxing competition in another college. But that was about it.
When we finished our summer exams I went out to a local bar with everyon, and then everyone was going to go to a night club but I decided not to go because I didn't have enough money but I had a good time with them.
Afew days later I went on vacation with my family. When I got back I was hoping to get a job but then I found out that I had to repeat afew exams in August. I got very lonely for awhile because I didn't have anyone to hang out with except for one friend from my old high school.One guy at college suggested that me and afew other guys get together and practice our capeorica during the summer but I didn't hear from him and I didn't have the other guys nmbers. I did get to see some of my college friends again as they were repeating aswell, I saw them in the libary in late July and August.
I keep thinking that mybe if I just ask to hang out them and talk more and keep in touch with people I would have a great social life.
Another problem is I hardly ever go outside the suburb where I live, the college I go to also happens to be in the same suburb. Growing up, very thing I needed was near by, like sports clubs, shopping malls,cinemas,since I never had many friends I never went into town that much while other kids did. and I feel embarrssed to tell people that I don't know the bus routes or my way around the city centre and that's where all the night life is.
I feel delighted that college has started again, and signing up for the clubs is next week, I hope to mybe to join afew more clubs and mybe pluck up the courage to ask some people to hand out, and mybe I can go into the city centre with them, like go to bars and night clubs or other places like the film-club in my college aranges trips to see films in the city centre, I didn't go to them last year because I didn't know where they where, but I feel that maybe this I just find out and make my own way there.
I feel shy sometimes to talk to people, sometimes when I ask feel like asking people to hand out with me I feel like a pathetic loner. I'm very shy but I feel if don't get over it I'ill be all alone.