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Matt Never Existed
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GRRRR!! Thats me right now.
My older brother got into a car accident and pretty much jacked up his car, so my mother says "Here, you can use the car matt's been using, Ya'll both just have to share it." (Its her car, My own car got stolen and I've been saving money to get a new one)
Well, he doesn't share it, he used to use all the gas I put in it until I decied to just put gas in the car when I needed to use it, and just enough to get me where i need to go and back, and now I want to kill him.
He got it in his mind to go get and the inspection renewed, which is a good thing. But like the moron he is, he just goes and gets it done without fixing any of the problems that car has. So of course, it fails.
And now he is trying ot say that I owe him half the money ($20) becuase "its my car too". Well, yippie! But I knew it would fail an inspection test, which is why I haven't gotten it done yet, but instead have been trying to fix the problems so it WILL get passed. But no, he doesn't understand that, and decides to use that thick head of his.
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So we just had a fight, verbal, no physical, and my hands are shaking so bad.. He stood there and called me so many things that I wanted to get up and hit him.. but of course, I don't. I never do. Even when I WANT to do that, I still have to think "This is my brother, hitting him won't fix anything.." so I take his abuse and try to rationally tell him how it is, but he doesn't listen since all he cares about is himself. ~.~
I fricking hate my entire family. Every last one of them. When I can move out, I will turn my back on them all and forget they even existed.
Sorry, I just needed to rant.
-Matt