I grudated form High school back in 2005 and I was hopping to learn how to dirve go to college get a job and meet people close to my age or just a little bit older but instead my mother has get married and makes us all move to place and refuse to teach me how to drive because I have aspeger syndrom. There is no one here, there no transpotaioton at all, I hate my new step father because he like trash my dreams, insult my politcal views and he is a raceist. I can not leave here unless my mom drves me out of here (and I really hate that) There no good jobs here(and the few that are here are not hireing any one.) I have no ware els to go or the money to take care of myself and I have wasted a year of my life here in this place I hate so much! I hate it here so much that two days ago I started puching a puching bag we have over and over so hard that my knuckals began to bleed and I did not care! I need to get away from here and escape this place and start having my own life but all my mother tell me is to wait. I Hate her so much right now! I am sick of hearing the same old S____T every day from her! I dont want wait any more! I want change right NOW! I hate that I am still taking oder form that woman! I 20 I should be awy from that her! I want my own life right now instead of this! I am just wast of space and the last year was such wast of time! I should be out with other and not wasting my years on this dump doing nothing! I had it with this place. I hate it here and I hate my step father and I hate my mother! I dont know how much longer I can take this crap any more!
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I hate it here!
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Loner I am so sorry that you are going through such a rough time.
I am new at being a christian and it breaks my heart to hear someone, especially someone as young as you, talk about hate as much as you have in your post.
I get angry sometimes because of my own situation, it is nothing like yours though. I have RA along with a couple other incurable diseases. It is easy for me to get down sometimes but when I do, I have some quite animated conversations with God. I spend most of my day alone except for my dog so God and her hear from me a lot. I almost always feel better afterward.
My husband tells me when I get depressed and have bad feelings and the why me? that I should count the positives instead of the negatives. It helps even more if you write them down.
Sit down and write your issues down and then write how they can be changed. Even though you live with your mother and step-father you and God are in control of your life.
Life can be like a boomerang, what you throw at it, it can throw back at you! If you give out attitude and hatefulness others may give it back to you. TURN THE OTHER CHEEK. Talk to your mother and step-father and tell them how you feel. Your feelings are only going to multiply if you don't share them with someone. Also, talk to God, in your head or out loud, just talk to Him. You may not see it or believe it right now but He has a plan for you. Find a church where you can share fellowship with others.
You are not a wasste of space, you are a christian who is going through a bad time. God doesn't think of you as a waste of space, He thinks of you as His, a glorious child of God.
I will keep you in my prayers that your situation will improve.
I am new at being a christian and it breaks my heart to hear someone, especially someone as young as you, talk about hate as much as you have in your post.
I get angry sometimes because of my own situation, it is nothing like yours though. I have RA along with a couple other incurable diseases. It is easy for me to get down sometimes but when I do, I have some quite animated conversations with God. I spend most of my day alone except for my dog so God and her hear from me a lot. I almost always feel better afterward.
My husband tells me when I get depressed and have bad feelings and the why me? that I should count the positives instead of the negatives. It helps even more if you write them down.
Sit down and write your issues down and then write how they can be changed. Even though you live with your mother and step-father you and God are in control of your life.
Life can be like a boomerang, what you throw at it, it can throw back at you! If you give out attitude and hatefulness others may give it back to you. TURN THE OTHER CHEEK. Talk to your mother and step-father and tell them how you feel. Your feelings are only going to multiply if you don't share them with someone. Also, talk to God, in your head or out loud, just talk to Him. You may not see it or believe it right now but He has a plan for you. Find a church where you can share fellowship with others.
You are not a wasste of space, you are a christian who is going through a bad time. God doesn't think of you as a waste of space, He thinks of you as His, a glorious child of God.
I will keep you in my prayers that your situation will improve.
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