I hate God

[FenderElctrc]

I already stated this in my last post, but here it is again. It's talking about Adam and Eve. When Adam and Eve ate the fruit from the Tree of Knowledge, what they really brought into the world was knowledge of good and evil. They could see right and wrong and now every man could make a choice to do either. We were then split off from God and only the ones who chose His path, could talk with Him and do His works. But then, He came down in the flesh as Jesus. Then, He died on the cross, went to hell for 3 days, and then opened the gates of heaven. Now, we have Grace and we can be forgiven for our sins so that all can enter into God's Kingdom. See, if you leave your sins and walk the narrow path of righteousness, you will not be punished. We are not punished for what Adam and Eve did, we are punished for our own sins. All they did was give mankind the knowledge between good and evil.

 

[TheCheat1]

I really hate God.... he hurt me sooooooooooooooo much you cant imagine to what extent.... he made me lose everything..... i have billions of questions and i dont have answers to them.... i dont have anyone to talk to... everyone is gone...
how can i love god after all what he did to me????

Read the entire book of Job. It will answer your questions.

 

[FenderElctrc]

Matthew 6:25-34:
25 “Therefore I say to you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink; nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food and the body more than clothing? 26 Look at the birds of the air, for they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? 27 Which of you by worrying can add one cubit to his stature?
28 “So why do you worry about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin; 29 and yet I say to you that even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. 30 Now if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will He not much more clothe you, O you of little faith?
31 “Therefore do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ 32 For after all these things the Gentiles seek. For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. 33 But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. 34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.

 

[dimwhitt]

practice being grateful for what you have - it really helped me get out of a similar funk i was having when i was in my early twenties

i read Psalms that say how good God is especially when i didnt want to (alot of these kind of psalms are towards the end of the book)

 

[Wordgazer]

You said in an earlier post that you are receiving counselling but is it helping?

I'm so sorry, somehow I missed that earlier post.

If the counseling isn't helping, you may need to try different counseling. Feelings of depression like you're describing, SimplyWhy, may also need medication. I pray that you will find the answers.

 

[dimwhitt]

I'm so sorry, somehow I missed that earlier post.

If the counseling isn't helping, you may need to try different counseling. Feelings of depression like you're describing, SimplyWhy, may also need medication. I pray that you will find the answers.

i agree wholeheartedly
call 1-800-new-life for good christian counselors in ur area (insurance covers it so u can go for $20)

 

[JPPT1974]

Praying that you will seek counseling
As well as seek the Bible to help you
That is all that I can offer you.

 

[Sketcher]

Other friends that i have (the christian ones) deal with me as if im their duty... they dont really love me.. they may say "we love u"...but this is because god said "love others".... they force themselves to treat me good just to please god... not because they care about me..... inside themselves they cant even stand me and i can easily feel it... they love and care and cherich all other people... but when it's me, they force themselves to smile and try appear natural.... for example, if there is a group of people... they can be very very nice with others... they keep calling them "sweetie" or "dear" and act in a very warm and friendly manner.... but for me.. they treat me in a very formal way.... although they know very well how much i love them.. i adore them...

ALL other people? If these people are as fake as you say they are, their "true" love is only for a select few. I doubt it would truly encompass the entire church if they were as fake as you say. You make it sound as if they are batting .999 at church and you are the only one out. Sister, I don't think that anyone who has the fakeness you describe could truly love everyone in the church except you - even if it is a small church. I really think that either Satan or your mind is playing tricks on you here.

I personally know a lot about rejection, because that has characterized much of my life. I know you are hurting very much because other people are not as good as they could be or should be. But at least the Christians are trying to be good to you. Loving people is hard to do, I've had problems giving love as well as receiving it. But at least they have the decency to try. That indicates some love for you, rather than none. Between this fact, and the fact that you are under a spiritual attack right now, I think the truth is actually better than what you are seeing.

So... i asked god all the time to help me and heal my wounds... i asked him to give me people that really love me and that allow me to hug them and show me their care..... but nothing happened... i kept praying for years... nothing happened... i said "ok no problem... god if you do not want to give me people to love me... please make me love you more than anything... please help me to love you and be satisfied with ur love alone without needing and begging for love from others"... what happened after that? simply nothing... im just losing one friend after another and feeling all alone all the time.

Sometimes, He tests us like this - stripping away everything but Him, so He literally becomes our entire world. Not that it feels like this right now, but He is carrying you.

 

[Wordgazer]

please help me to love you and be satisfied with ur love alone without needing and begging for love from others"... what happened after that? simply nothing...

I know it's hard to believe right now, Simplywhy, but God has very good reasons for not answering your prayer. If He did, you might never deal with underlying issues He wants you to address and seek help for. If you will trust Him now, there will come a time when you will thank Him for not answering your prayer at the time and in the way you wanted. (hugs)

 

[gratefulgrace]

Sometimes, He tests us like this - stripping away everything but Him, so He literally becomes our entire world. Not that it feels like this right now, but He is carrying you.

I know it's hard to believe right now, Simplywhy, but God has very good reasons for not answering your prayer. If He did, you might never deal with underlying issues He wants you to address and seek help for. If you will trust Him now, there will come a time when you will thank Him for not answering your prayer at the time and in the way you wanted. (hugs)

Both these posts totally reflect how God dealt with me in my early 20's and it drove me into a more complete and mature and really supernatural relationship with Him. I am now 58 and God has brought me through many more trials of life but I have never ever doubted his LOVE for me even though it has been tough at times.Jan