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If you are having struggles, need support in a particular area that you aren't finding a specific recovery area forum, you may find the General Struggles forum a great place to post. Any any that is related to emotions, self-esteem, insomnia, anger, relationship dynamics due to mental health and recovery and other issues that don't fit better in another forum would be examples of topics that might go there.
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This really stood out to me, And I can totally understand the feeling that you have.I don't want this black hole inside.
Like I'm ready for the lightning bolt to get me.
I have a history of incest, rape while I lived on the streets, and physical/sexual abuse from an ex-husband. Because of this, I have Dissociative Identity Disorder. The alters right now are fighting with each other over a belief in God. I see the alters as well as hear them. It is so hard to watch them scream about things like there is no God and that I'm going to Hell.
I want God to understand. I wish God understands. I wish God helps. I wish God would be patient.
I'm not evil. I don't want to be evil.
I'm truly sorry for being so mistrustful.
I don't want this black hole inside.