I am new on this website, And I was really happy to see a message thing about SI. This is very very very hard to admit...And I'm not sure I am going to be able to do it Very easily...But...I cut...I have cut for about two year. I started in September of sixth grade, and I will be entering 8th grade in about 2 months. I stopped for a short time, about 3 months. Around Christmas everything got to be to much, and now I have been struggling with this. I am scared to change because I can't remember what it was like before I started. But at the same time I want to quit so bad. I don't know what to do, and I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to. There is one person but he just doesn't understand and...He acts like he doesn't believe me. I don't know...I am just so confused about everything. If anyone would talk to me...I would apprieciate it. I don'tknow...I just need somebody who understands. Nobody even has to pay attention to this. It is just a waste of time. I'm sorry I wasted everyones time.