I don't know what to do, im confused. I can't concentrate at all either (head injury)

[ElizabethHelen]

Tried my best to find where to put this, but it just made my head feel worse, so i gave up and put it in here.

Okay so i know this part is my own fault, i got in a drunken fight on satarday, and basically she kicked my bum or...head to be exact. My head at least 20 times.

I must have been knocked out because i woke up and things were missing like somone had stolen my purse, my drink and my [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse], now all i remember is tiny bits like dragging her out the car (when i say drag i don't mean i physically dragged her, i opend the door and demanded she got out), thenher pulling me on the ground, one kick to the head and thats it. When i woke up i did feel disorientated and confused, and started walking about then the police got me and said i assaulted somone (not really it was self defence) but when i got out on sunday i felt .. nervous and confused for some reason, my heart was racing (palputaing) and i felt so tired and dazed, i was even struggling to speak at times, but i just wanted to get home because i felt so ...nervous and scared of something.

however, i never thought once about a and e (untill the night i got huckled because i was screaming for it) but today i just feel strange

i struggle to sleep because i can't find a position that just isn't sore on my head.
My full head is aching.
I have a tad bit of earache (nothing major)
I seem to have the shakes a bit.
and i have lack of emotion now (which confuses me)
and i'm not 100% sure on this, but i'm sure i can feel pressure at a bit of my head.
Yesterday as well when i got home i could see.. colours. Didn't last long though.
I'm just.. confused completely.

and now, i have prickly sensations on my head.


I want to go to a and e but don't wanna phone a ambulance because thats just embarrasing and what if it's nothing and they could have saved somone but couldn't because of my insolence.

I'd get a taxi or a bus but don't wanna go by myself.

So what should i do, leave it a couple more days or go when i eventually get hold of somone to come with me?

Anyone ever had a head injury before?

Oh and the other thing is, when i bow myhead down, ohhhh the painfull pressure

so kinda need to keep my head up at all times.

 

[ElizabethHelen]

Really on another note. Time for me to grow up and stop fighting, eh?
Ohh how i get myself in these messes

 

[C-Man]

You've got a concussion. A bad one. Go to the doctor. Now.

 

[ElizabethHelen]

Hmm thanks, my boyfriend said the same with the pressure, he had a gf once who fell downstairs and hit her head, she had the same thing, she ended up with internal bleeding and died, which is a real shame.

That thought though deters me, i'm jsut too scared to go by myself. My dad doesn't think it's worth it, because we have painkillers in the house.

My mum. well she's in bed drunk. No point in asking her.
Boyfriend is already on way to his hosue, so have noone to go with

 

[RuthD]

Jesus is with you. You aren't alone. Take a cab to the Emergency Room of your nearest hospital. Head injuries are nothing to fool around with. This is a late reply I see. I hope you have gotten help.