I dont know what this is

[vigilantsoul]

I feel really embarassed but I'm trying to figure what this part about my mother is about.

I was an early teen even maybe 15 years old. I remember my mother running the four fingers of her hand alongside my buttocks to the middle area of there.
I dont think it ever really affected me, and I've never considered myself sexually abused. It only happened maybe 3 to 5 times and it never went beyond that and I was fully clothed, standing doing some task.

It bugs me today because I dont know what she got from doing this.

I think delving too deep into this would just be a whole issue on its own. I have many other issues with this woman.

I'm just thinking out loud

 

[Criada]

It obviously affected you, or you wouldn't be worrying about it now.
Is your relationship with her such that you could mention it to her.. tell her it made you uncomfortable and you wonder why she did it?