I don't get it.

[Heloise23]

God made me go back to a house where people (my parents) are abusive, I don't understand and even if I have faith and keep my eyes on God, this situation is exhausting and I feel like it's going to destruct the self-confidence and happiness I've been building slowly for years.
I've been battling to go out of that situation and now, I've got to go back ... this is absolutely unfair from my point of view. I feel very angry and I'm running out of stamina.

 

[RaymondG]

Why are you forced to go back?

 

[Heloise23]

Thank you for your answer
I'm forced to go back because I've nowhere else to go. I've prayed and searched for a place to go but I didn't find anything.

 

[joshua 1 9]

God made me go back to a house where people (my parents) are abusive, I don't understand and even if I have faith and keep my eyes on God, this situation is exhausting and I feel like it's going to destruct the self-confidence and happiness I've been building slowly for years.
I've been battling to go out of that situation and now, I've got to go back ... this is absolutely unfair from my point of view. I feel very angry and I'm running out of stamina.

All things work out for the best for them that love God and are called according to His purpose. With God the end result justifies the means. This is difficult for us to deal with. We do not want to have to go through some of the things we have to go though to get to where we want to go.

Jesus says my yoke is easy, yet we are told that the Narrow Gate is difficult. Looks like a paradox. Is it easy or difficult to be a Christian? We know that we have the comfort and the peace of God that surpasses all understanding. We can speak to the storm and calm the wind. Still it seems like we have to go through storms in life but God is there with us every step of the way.

Life is short so don't blink because it all passes by before you know it.

 

[joshua 1 9]

I've prayed and searched for a place to go but I didn't find anything.

We need to pray and search for the will of God and seek to live a life well pleasing to Him.

 

[brinny]

God made me go back to a house where people (my parents) are abusive, I don't understand and even if I have faith and keep my eyes on God, this situation is exhausting and I feel like it's going to destruct the self-confidence and happiness I've been building slowly for years.
I've been battling to go out of that situation and now, I've got to go back ... this is absolutely unfair from my point of view. I feel very angry and I'm running out of stamina.

I'm so sorry, Heloise. Are you employed?

Welcome to CF, praying for you (((hug)))

 

[Heloise23]

Thank you for your answer joshua 1 9. It is so true, but so hard. Joshua 1:9 is my favorite scripture !

brinny: I'm unemployed (I study music). I've been thinking about quitting and living in a monastery.

 

[drjean]

IF they are truly abusive, this is not God's will and leading. IDK what abusive is in your definition, but God does not ask us to endure such a thing when there are other options.... TRUST in God... have you sought out shelters for homeless? Many are Christian led and while it's not a permanent solution, they help with job education and social skills and all that too!

 

[Heloise23]

drjean, I'm not physically in danger

 

[Tigger45]

May the Lord bless and keep you

One thing I’ve learned is life will have its trials. Better to be close to the Lord than distance yourself.

 

[Aseyesee]

God made me go back to a house where people (my parents) are abusive, I don't understand and even if I have faith and keep my eyes on God, this situation is exhausting and I feel like it's going to destruct the self-confidence and happiness I've been building slowly for years.
I've been battling to go out of that situation and now, I've got to go back ... this is absolutely unfair from my point of view. I feel very angry and I'm running out of stamina.

And that is why you are there ...

 

[Heloise23]

Thank you Tigger45

 

[Heloise23]

Aseyesee, I don't understand what you mean

 

[Aseyesee]

Aseyesee, I don't understand what you mean

God forces us in, drives us to a wilderness, which is a state of soul; he uses those things outside of us to do this.

 

[Heloise23]

God forces us in, drives us to a wilderness, which is a state of soul; he uses those things outside of us to do this.

Thanks, I'm going to do some researches on that topic.

 

[Citizen of the Kingdom]

God made me go back to a house where people (my parents) are abusive, I don't understand and even if I have faith and keep my eyes on God, this situation is exhausting and I feel like it's going to destruct the self-confidence and happiness I've been building slowly for years.
I've been battling to go out of that situation and now, I've got to go back ... this is absolutely unfair from my point of view. I feel very angry and I'm running out of stamina.

Circumstances most often reflect a need that God is pointing out to be corrected within one self that God is with you to provide. Trust in Him always and He will see you thru.

 

[Aseyesee]

Thanks, I'm going to do some researches on that topic.

One of my favorites is Nebuchadnezzar ...

 

[Heloise23]

Thank you Cassia, I have to keep on trusting ! I can feel how all of that is transforming my soul and views.

"He will not allow us to be tested more than what we can bear." I love that.

 

[Citizen of the Kingdom]

Thank you Cassia, I have to keep on trusting ! I can feel how all of that is transforming my soul and views.

"He will not allow us to be tested more than what we can bear." I love that.

His plans for us are to prosper not to harm.

 

[Kit Sigmon]

In what way are your parents abusive?