I did something terrible

[Neverisa]

I hurt someone badly, just brutally. I didnt know it would turn up like this, but I knew the potential was there. I hate myself so badly right now, it's just so wrong.
My need for companionship superceeded any thought of what the companions feelings may have been. I said I was sorry, I apologized, but am I really sorry? I knew this potential, it was malcious and selfish, and I do feel sorry, but it's not enough is it?
What to do, I feel like scum, I am scum right now, Im hating myself so badly.

How do I make this ok? Is it even possible?

 

[silentpoet]

With God all things are possible. First ask God for forgivness. Also ask Him for guidance. I would say you need to apologize to this other person. Be ready for rejection though. Realize that even though God forgives and remembers our sin no more, there are still consequences to our actions. God will help you through your journey, remember this fact if you experience more hurt.

 

[Johnnz]

Getting right with God, ie confession and asking for his forgiveness is step 1.

Then, an apology. If the apology is not accepted then you need to recognise that yoru action has broken a relationship. Learn from that, so that you will be wiser and more self controlled next time.

John
NZ