I can't take it anymore....

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

I have lost 3 relatives to cancer in the last 3 years... and I just found out that my friend has cancer and my pastor's wife was just diagnosed with Brain cancer as well. I can't watch my best friend go through this. I'm breaking on the inside, I can't take anymore of this pain. It's too much.

 

[NostalgicGranny]

Cling to the cross.

 

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

My pastor's wife passed away in July of this year(2009)
My friend is not doing well. She's getting worse. Please keep her in your prayers. I'm clinging tighter to that cross than I ever have before.

 

[Jo1]

((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))) im so sorry to hear this praying.Here anytime if u need to talk. love u Joxxxx

 

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

Thanks. I could use someone to talk to. I've kind of been holding everything back inside. I know that isn't good... I just haven't known what to do.

 

[Jo1]

Thanks. I could use someone to talk to. I've kind of been holding everything back inside. I know that isn't good... I just haven't known what to do.

(((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))) im here just send me a pm if u want to talk, hold on dear one.

 

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

Thanks. (((((((((((hugs))))))))))))

 

[power2theweak]

((((Staying Strong)))) Please feel free to PM me, too, anytime you need to talk. My mom and cat are both dying of cancer.

 

[Criada]

Hang in there, sweetie. It's such a hard thing to deal with, I'm sorry that so many people you were close to have had to go through this, it's so hard to see our loved ones suffer.
You and your friend are in my thoughts.

 

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

I'm having a tough day...

 

[Mayflower1]

I'm having a tough day...

One HUGE hug for you then.

 

[NostalgicGranny]

Praying for you.
Find some busy work so you don't hve time to dwell on it.

 

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

I've been keeping myself very busy. It still hurts.

 

[Criada]

It will hurt, sweetie, grief does.
Let yourself feel, ok? I know it is painful, but grief is something you have to go through before healing can happen. And there isn't any right or wrong way to grieve, just you and your feelings
Hang in there, it will, eventually, get easier.

 

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

Feel...?? Now?

 

[Criada]

 

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

I can't feel now...not now...later tonight, I don't like crying in front of others.

 

[Criada]

That's fine, sweetie... wait until you are alone and have the time and space to allow your feelings out.
And know that you are loved, and we are thinking of you.

 

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

Thanks, I need to remember that I am loved. You guys are such great support, I am so thankful for ALL of you. I could have used this support months ago...but I had things going on that kept me from here.

 

[power2theweak]

Sending hugs and love your way...