I can't stop cursing God within my own mind. I love Jesus christ he is my friend lord savior and King. I struggle with this because I use to be bi-polar. THe reason why I became bi-polar is because I use to smoke meth -ampthemanines... I haven't touched the stuff for 3 years up until last week when I smoked it for about 2 days.... it felt like heaven at first but afterward I found myself cursing GOd for no reason. Lord have mercy on my soul. I wish I can just give my entire heart mind body and soul to him but its hard to when you find yourself cursing for no reason. please pray for my recovery. In the bible it states if we confess our sins he is faithful and just to forgive us.