i was in love with the pastor's daugther, we were friends but i wanted something more, doing that i lust after her, and tried to be with her anytime, i end up creeping her out and making a fool of myself, this made me rage and i stopped talking to her and her family, and eventually distancing myself from the church i was going, one year later, i cant forget her, failed my classes, failed the Lord, failed the church, became more cold towards everyone and idk what to do, im doing some things to get right with the people i failed and return to my original church, but im still feeling love for her, and i want that to stop, i really want some advices from a christian perspective, im 19 years old