i cant change my mind

[knw1991]

if i was saved i would love God and i would see suffering worth it to live for Jesus. i just cant adopt a positive attitude . i just watched a video about Nick Vuljivic who was born with no arms or legs and how he decided to give his life to Christ and be thankful regardless of his circumstances. im not strong enough to do that :'(. i have a horrible outlook on life. i see the hate, evil, and pain in life. my mind is always on negativity. it hurts too much to change. i am ugly, i feel ugly, maybe i am ugly. i have my arms and legs, but yet i hate life because i just dont see any point in it, i dont see myself getting better and being happy again. i dont remember the last time i was truly happy overall.
i need help and prayers. im a loser for not being able to change and belive God when he other people with far worse situations have
my life may not seem tough to others but i live with pain that comes and goes every day.

 

[.Mikha'el.]

if i was saved i would love God and i would see suffering worth it to live for Jesus. i just cant adopt a positive attitude . i just watched a video about Nick Vuljivic who was born with no arms or legs and how he decided to give his life to Christ and be thankful regardless of his circumstances. im not strong enough to do that :'(. i have a horrible outlook on life. i see the hate, evil, and pain in life. my mind is always on negativity. it hurts too much to change. i am ugly, i feel ugly, maybe i am ugly. i have my arms and legs, but yet i hate life because i just dont see any point in it, i dont see myself getting better and being happy again. i dont remember the last time i was truly happy overall.
i need help and prayers. im a loser for not being able to change and belive God when he other people with far worse situations have
my life may not seem tough to others but i live with pain that comes and goes every day.

 

[Criada]

We all struggle sometimes - it doesn't mean you're not saved, sweetie
Praying for you.

 

[Paul01]

God has guided me through some very rough times, and He will do the same for you if you lean on Him.

 

[RuthD]

You are very hard on yourself. Try practicing positive affirmations on yourself. You are a good person is a good start for you. Look for the positive in everything. I know this is tremendously hard when depressed but it will help you get over the depression. Life is worth living and you have lots of hope and Jesus loves you. Saying prayers for you.

 

[knw1991]

God has guided me through some very rough times, and He will do the same for you if you lean on Him.

yea your'e right, i just need to have more faith and trust in God but i cant stop focusing on my problems

 

[knw1991]

You are very hard on yourself. Try practicing positive affirmations on yourself. You are a good person is a good start for you. Look for the positive in everything. I know this is tremendously hard when depressed but it will help you get over the depression. Life is worth living and you have lots of hope and Jesus loves you. Saying prayers for you.

ok, yes you're right. i will do that. thank you for your prayers and encouragement

 

[knw1991]

thanks

 

[knw1991]

We all struggle sometimes - it doesn't mean you're not saved, sweetie
Praying for you.

yes i know but i feel lost, i dont want to fool myself into thinking im saved when im not, im still waiting on assurance. thank you for your prayers

 

[redblue22]

so yeah, I believe Jesus is God, and heaven is a gift, and trust him to have taken my hell for me. but I want to feel more safe. It is hard to accept a life of loving others when we don't feel happy or loved ourselves. it is like trying to listen to someone when you have a bad toothache.

 

[knw1991]

so yeah, I believe Jesus is God, and heaven is a gift, and trust him to have taken my hell for me. but I want to feel more safe. It is hard to accept a life of loving others when we don't feel happy or loved ourselves. it is like trying to listen to someone when you have a bad toothache.

i agree

 

[knw1991]

when will i ever be happy