I am so scared that I might have to run away!

[aflower4God]

Hi all, 2009 has been the toughest year of my life, really. I have been homeless, had to live with a girl who was really out of control/ out of her mind, had to deal with craziness online, tried to get a job, relized that I have no home to move to because my parents are selfish, my best and I argue more, she has been having vomitting spells and now to add to the list my friend could lose her part time job at the company that she had dreamed of working at because of carpool situation cause I don't drive and I have no other way to get to work, lastly my new landlord who has been kind enough to support us in letting us pay her installments towards the rent we owe her now she is saying that she needs to know when the rest of the close to the 1000 dollars that we owe her. IF we get thrown out again on the steets I am going to run away and live in a tent. I am so anxious about this I just feel that I can not even enjoy the job that God has blessed me with. I HATE THIS YEAR SO MUCH!!!!! It has caused so much pain in my life. What should I do to prevent having to run away, that scares me. I just want to feel at peace!!!!
Thanks and God bless

 

[Kaylin]

I don't think I can be too much help, other than suggest that you talk to someone in your life who might be able to make a difference, such as a family member you're close to (not necessarily parents - could be aunt, grandfather, cousin...), or someone at your work or at school if you go to school. Maybe somebody there could help you by loaning you some money or helping you find another place to live or something.

I'm sorry I can't be of more help, but I want you to know that I've prayed for you and I will keep praying.

God bless you.

 

[Criada]

Are you part of a church, sweetie?
If so, I would suggest you talk to your pastor, you may find that someone in the church can take you in, rent you a room or something.

I am praying for you, for the peace which passes all understanding.
God loves you, and His plans for your life are good.. even when you can't see what He is doing.
God bless you.