So, my ocd fear is about making promises to God without my will.
I once, had some thoughts without my will about not to return to a church in neos kosmos. I do not remember what the words without my will and I can not confirm if they were 100% without my will.
ocd: maybe they were semi-intentional and there is a chance they maybe happened while you were doing the cross sign due to the compulsion maybe they became valid.
I overpray, I became an anxiety freak and I tried not to even think the word "promise" and I end up worrying about this stuff. I have told God many times that I do not want them. I never made a promise. they are just thoughts without my will due to frustration.
I was calming down when I heard in tv something that reminded me my ocd worry. it was about a woman who asked from God to be turned on stone and He did it. that reminded me my ocd fear.
as I was thinking if this was a coincidence or a sign, at that very moment, I hear my grandma say to my father stuff like
"they are signs. they cant be cleaned"
ocd: maybe a God is sending you signs to tell you that your thoughts without your will are valid. and that you must keep the compulsions of the ocd.
and I do not know if Jesus is real. my ocd is telling me
ocd: maybe there is an other God who is in charge and does not accept ocd as an excuse.
I once, had some thoughts without my will about not to return to a church in neos kosmos. I do not remember what the words without my will and I can not confirm if they were 100% without my will.
ocd: maybe they were semi-intentional and there is a chance they maybe happened while you were doing the cross sign due to the compulsion maybe they became valid.
I overpray, I became an anxiety freak and I tried not to even think the word "promise" and I end up worrying about this stuff. I have told God many times that I do not want them. I never made a promise. they are just thoughts without my will due to frustration.
I was calming down when I heard in tv something that reminded me my ocd worry. it was about a woman who asked from God to be turned on stone and He did it. that reminded me my ocd fear.
as I was thinking if this was a coincidence or a sign, at that very moment, I hear my grandma say to my father stuff like
"they are signs. they cant be cleaned"
ocd: maybe a God is sending you signs to tell you that your thoughts without your will are valid. and that you must keep the compulsions of the ocd.
and I do not know if Jesus is real. my ocd is telling me
ocd: maybe there is an other God who is in charge and does not accept ocd as an excuse.
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