A few weeks ago I was reading the bible and had a great religious experience (opened the door), I saw my sins and prayed for forgiveness and felt relieved. The next week I only slept a few hours each night because I was reading the gospels, being entirely swallowed by them.
My concern is this, Jesus talks of so many things that I feel compelled to do, however I find that I can't go all the way, and doing everything that he has commanded. Is my faith to small?
I still sin, but to a smaller degree and hate myself afterwards and then I pray for forgiveness for all my sins, both the ones that I know and all those that I didn't catch myself in (hate those, must study harder!). I feel disgusting and ungraceful. I really can't see why I should be saved.
Sigh... I havent even told my friends of my coming to Christ. I am so terribly ashamed. I really don't fell like I deserve to be saved!
I am not well versed in the bible yet, but it just seems that you have to do so much more than just accepting him fully as your saviour and realising that youre in need of forgiveness for all your sins!
I know that I don't deserve to be but... am I saved?
*prays for answers*
My concern is this, Jesus talks of so many things that I feel compelled to do, however I find that I can't go all the way, and doing everything that he has commanded. Is my faith to small?
I still sin, but to a smaller degree and hate myself afterwards and then I pray for forgiveness for all my sins, both the ones that I know and all those that I didn't catch myself in (hate those, must study harder!). I feel disgusting and ungraceful. I really can't see why I should be saved.
Sigh... I havent even told my friends of my coming to Christ. I am so terribly ashamed. I really don't fell like I deserve to be saved!
I am not well versed in the bible yet, but it just seems that you have to do so much more than just accepting him fully as your saviour and realising that youre in need of forgiveness for all your sins!
I know that I don't deserve to be but... am I saved?
*prays for answers*