Hurt, depressed, confused.

[SarahSaur]

Sorry if this is in the wrong thread. I need to get this out.

I dont understand. I've been through so much already and now something else has been thrown at me again.. Why? I was doing good, I was doing everything I was supposed too. I did everything God told me too.

I went to Summer school for 2 weeks, 6 hours a day, 7 days a week doing the same repetitive, boring subject. I passed up a job opportunity for this. I would have had 100+ dollars right now if I didn't do summer school.

I'm about to fail because I was supposed to be doing something through out the whole time and I didn't know. It wasn't in the guide lines. I don't have high enough grades to bounce back from this.

I worked so hard. I stayed up so late some nights just to get my work done. I blew off so many friends, watched them have fun while I had to work.

I had so many panic attacks

My anxiety was so bad I fet sick in the mornings, so sick I would vomit if I ate. I have barley eaten anything these past 2 weeks. If I stand I feel as if I am going to fall. I probably wouldn't even be able to life my 5 year old niece if I tried.

I don't know why I even try with school anymore. I just keep failing. I barley made it through

I am so confused and lost. Why would God do this to me? Why do I keep getting knocked down?

 

[jsimms3]

Sorry if this is in the wrong thread. I need to get this out.

I dont understand. I've been through so much already and now something else has been thrown at me again.. Why? I was doing good, I was doing everything I was supposed too. I did everything God told me too.

I went to Summer school for 2 weeks, 6 hours a day, 7 days a week doing the same repetitive, boring subject. I passed up a job opportunity for this. I would have had 100+ dollars right now if I didn't do summer school.

I'm about to fail because I was supposed to be doing something through out the whole time and I didn't know. It wasn't in the guide lines. I don't have high enough grades to bounce back from this.

I worked so hard. I stayed up so late some nights just to get my work done. I blew off so many friends, watched them have fun while I had to work.

I had so many panic attacks

My anxiety was so bad I fet sick in the mornings, so sick I would vomit if I ate. I have barley eaten anything these past 2 weeks. If I stand I feel as if I am going to fall. I probably wouldn't even be able to life my 5 year old niece if I tried.

I don't know why I even try with school anymore. I just keep failing. I barley made it through

I am so confused and lost. Why would God do this to me? Why do I keep getting knocked down?

Sorry that this has happened. It wasn't in the guidelines, so is there a syllabus or something that told about this or how did everyone else know about it and you didn't?

 

[SarahSaur]

Sorry that this has happened. It wasn't in the guidelines, so is there a syllabus or something that told about this or how did everyone else know about it and you didn't?

Thats why I'm so confused. I have no idea. I reread the guideline and it was not there. I have no missed a single day either so he didnt explain it without me knowing.
I was just supposed to do the booklets in order and I did. the one I was supposed to do at the start I did at the very end because it was in that order. The booklet I messed up on should have been at the very top not bottom.
I don't know if everyone else knows or not.

 

[jsimms3]

Thats why I'm so confused. I have no idea. I reread the guideline and it was not there. I have no missed a single day either so he didnt explain it without me knowing.
I was just supposed to do the booklets in order and I did. the one I was supposed to do at the start I did at the very end because it was in that order. The booklet I messed up on should have been at the very top not bottom.
I don't know if everyone else knows or not.

have you tried talking with your teacher about it? They usually don't like failing students if they are trying. Maybe you can work something out with her or him?

 

[SarahSaur]

have you tried talking with your teacher about it? They usually don't like failing students if they are trying. Maybe you can work something out with her or him?

This is what my mom and I are confused over, she talked over the phone to him not even a week ago about my grades and how I've been doing and he didn't mention it. I've talked to him about this assignment and he didn't say anything, he just said if I got it done early I could go home early.

 

[jsimms3]

This is what my mom and I are confused over, she talked over the phone to him not even a week ago about my grades and how I've been doing and he didn't mention it. I've talked to him about this assignment and he didn't say anything, he just said if I got it done early I could go home early.

I would ask if your mother and you can sit down and meet with him. That way you can both hear from him directly and clear up the confusion. Let him know you are working hard and that you didn't know about the assignment since it wasn't indicated early on it was required.

 

[SplendidTree]

Praying for you!

 

[SMacGregor]

It is extremely important to express your feelings and talk about events. This can be done with friends or with a counsellor. Look at the consequences of internalising or pushing down negative feelings. They go to memory which is in the subconscious mind.

 

[Krissy Cakes]

I'm praying for you!

God Bless you