I'm going to out myself. I hunt. So far, 3 deer, 1 javelina, a lot of cottontails and jackrabbits. I ate everything I killed (prepared the jacks as hausenfefer) and their deaths were quick and I beleive mercifull.
I also enjoy the experience of hunting a lot. Considering the effort and expense, from a cost benefit analysis it dosn't make much sense. Only with the deer do I do better than break even. Right now, drought conditions in Arizona are such that I don't consider white tail or mule deer. But every so often I have to recharge the spiritual batteries, pick up the Lee-Enfield and hunt jacks.
That's right, spiritual. I'm in Creation, interacting with it, not just an observer. Do I enjoy the kill? Like probably 95%+ of most hunters I experience some sadness at the moment. But I'm not going to deny the elation, even joy that can also happen. "One does not hunt in order kill, rather one kills in order to hunt"--Ortega Y Gasset. It's a mixture of so many things, a totality almost akin to taking Communion. Blasphemy? I don't think so. But it is related, to the princible that from death comes sustained and renewed life.
Anyway, your responses are appreciated.
-Robert