How to stop being evil?

[Zhen]

Hello...

I've been very troubled by the evil I see in myself. I wasn't like this when I first received the Holy Spirit ten years ago, but because I was the only Christian in my family and I had no one to guide me, I was led astray and became very confused. The downfall really came when I chose a guy to worship and didn't want God. I turned to astrology, believed wrong things, focused too much on the guy and on some other girl he was seeing, and became very dark. I came against them using God's name, condemning them for their sins, and ended up turning them away from God although it wasn't my intention... Ever since then I began seeing the numbers 666, and also, the words "wicked" and "evil". This isn't what I want to be. I feel very defiled, and very far gone, and it seems like maybe Jesus and God don't want to save me anymore either. Especially since God seems to be very angry with me for having condemned His people, turned them away from Him (though unintentionally), not wanted Him or Jesus, but wanted humans instead, and not obeying His voice, choosing to obey humans instead. Will God still want me and be able to make me good and clean again despite my sins?

Besides this I have also been troubled by my problems involving the guy and the girl. They have turned to sorcery, and they're against me now... And God wants me to bring them back to Him. I've been feeling very vexed. Could someone who is a mature believer help me in this?

I also hope to have a spiritual mentor to walk me through this >< I really want to change but I don't know how to, and it's been very scary going through this alone. Could someone help me?

 

[Ttalkkugjil]

Hello...

I've been very troubled by the evil I see in myself. I wasn't like this when I first received the Holy Spirit ten years ago, but because I was the only Christian in my family and I had no one to guide me, I was led astray and became very confused. The downfall really came when I chose a guy to worship and didn't want God. I turned to astrology, believed wrong things, focused too much on the guy and on some other girl he was seeing, and became very dark. I came against them using God's name, condemning them for their sins, and ended up turning them away from God although it wasn't my intention... Ever since then I began seeing the numbers 666, and also, the words "wicked" and "evil". This isn't what I want to be. I feel very defiled, and very far gone, and it seems like maybe Jesus and God don't want to save me anymore either. Especially since God seems to be very angry with me for having condemned His people, turned them away from Him (though unintentionally), not wanted Him or Jesus, but wanted humans instead, and not obeying His voice, choosing to obey humans instead. Will God still want me and be able to make me good and clean again despite my sins?

Yes.

 

[timewerx]

Spell evil backwards and you get "live"!

Gather your senses, stop whatever it is you are doing and take a pause for a while.

Making choices in life is best done when you are calm. Count your blessings in the meantime - works everytime.

 

[URA]

Talk to people, good people with solid faith. Connecting with other Christians is despicable to the devil, and Jesus promises that He's there whenever 2 or 3 are together in His name.

Also, here's an ancient exorcism prayer that I've passed on to people, with spectacular results. It's called the St. Michael chaplet, and it's based on Michael the Archangel, seen as a spiritual warrior throughout the Bible. We always have the support of the Angels & Archangels, God's messengers & warriors; pray.

May God bless us all through times of evil!

 

[Handmaid for Jesus]

Hello...

I've been very troubled by the evil I see in myself. I wasn't like this when I first received the Holy Spirit ten years ago, but because I was the only Christian in my family and I had no one to guide me, I was led astray and became very confused. The downfall really came when I chose a guy to worship and didn't want God. I turned to astrology, believed wrong things, focused too much on the guy and on some other girl he was seeing, and became very dark. I came against them using God's name, condemning them for their sins, and ended up turning them away from God although it wasn't my intention... Ever since then I began seeing the numbers 666, and also, the words "wicked" and "evil". This isn't what I want to be. I feel very defiled, and very far gone, and it seems like maybe Jesus and God don't want to save me anymore either. Especially since God seems to be very angry with me for having condemned His people, turned them away from Him (though unintentionally), not wanted Him or Jesus, but wanted humans instead, and not obeying His voice, choosing to obey humans instead. Will God still want me and be able to make me good and clean again despite my sins?

Besides this I have also been troubled by my problems involving the guy and the girl. They have turned to sorcery, and they're against me now... And God wants me to bring them back to Him. I've been feeling very vexed. Could someone who is a mature believer help me in this?

I also hope to have a spiritual mentor to walk me through this >< I really want to change but I don't know how to, and it's been very scary going through this alone. Could someone help me?

You should repent and ask for forgiveness.
1 John 1:
8 If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us.

9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

10 If we say that we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us.