Im 18 years old. I don't really know if i have it or not. I mean i do get small mood swings here and there and but I've been through tough times in my life and they never really got the best of me. Im a pretty positive chill guy. At times though when ppl are all talking and laughing (family, friends, etc...) Id sometimes be quiet and chill and not have much to say. Sometimes Im talkative sometimes I'm not. I do know i don't have giant problems but i do know I'm not too "emotionally healthy"...well...idk. Im sorry for those who struggle with it hard. I don't want to offend or mock anybody, but i just want to know what are some of your behavior patterns. Maybe id be able to classify or something. I deff don't have mania...lol just saying. Bless you if you do for the Lord is bigger than ANYTHING. I just want to know about the moods. At times it would be a happy environment and i would think about something like how my girl and i's relationship had to end or how it sucks to not have a girl who loves god more than herself or something....then id be in a mood called "I'm not feel in it." The thing is though I'm always about to somehow control it. I know thats the Lords grace and power and not mines. Id pray and mediate to myself and think positive about the things god has done for me or how bad circumstances will always have a GREAT outcome when trusting the lord. It never really takes long and Then I'm pretty much back. I just this summer stopped smoking weed too. Its not like stopping is a problem but i feel like maybe i smoked so much it started triggering something...idk. Heck weed is kinda my last reason. I dont see it as a struggle through my life though. I accept that sometimes I'm in the mood, and sometimes I'm not. But i know for sure its really not a huge struggle for me especially since some face worst. God bless y'all who have worst mood swings I believe you WILL be healed by the grace of God. I just want opinions or ppl who are willing to share something if they would like. Idk if i would consider myself bipolar...or if i even am bipolar. Sometimes i have to plan my "Joy" at times. Like today: chill wit my sisters, talk to this person etc...and i never really fail. But at times i just wake up and "don't feel it" but prayer ALWAYS helps me. And i mean ALWAYS. Christ is the new drug for ya boy lol. I just want to know folks....God bless...o yeah and I'm sometimes i get pretty hyper and fool around and play pranks on my sisters and stuff...soooo yea. lol