- Dec 6, 2019
- 16
- 5
- 29
- Country
- Romania
- Gender
- Male
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Single
i had a memory that i was longing for that i want to remember but when i already remembered it i regret because i feel so frustrated there is nothing i can do anymore
i want to think and study this memory but it was too painful for me to take
why study? because there's something i need to annalyze
this memory was about a person who wants to live but can't live and eventually died
i keep remembering about his sufferings his hope he was still hoping he would gain strength when he was already too weak to even stand up but anyway this has become a trauma that i want to remember at the same time forget
i want to remember because he still wants to live he was still fighting death and was thinking is he saved? or...?
he was a catholic
i am also regretting i didn't do everything i could for him i am even willing to be his slave in the next life if only i could turn back time only if i have known how he truly love me earlier but when i finally knew ...it was already too late QwQ
i want to think and study this memory but it was too painful for me to take
why study? because there's something i need to annalyze
this memory was about a person who wants to live but can't live and eventually died
i keep remembering about his sufferings his hope he was still hoping he would gain strength when he was already too weak to even stand up but anyway this has become a trauma that i want to remember at the same time forget
i want to remember because he still wants to live he was still fighting death and was thinking is he saved? or...?
he was a catholic
i am also regretting i didn't do everything i could for him i am even willing to be his slave in the next life if only i could turn back time only if i have known how he truly love me earlier but when i finally knew ...it was already too late QwQ